they think i'm not good enough, but i'll make history, you'll see.

the holidays,

hmmmmm..

it's more of taking time off from school and do school work.

let's go through what is due..

1. math portfolio

2. world lit 1

3. econs commentary

4. music presentation

5. physics praticals

then, let's go through what is almost due.

6. EE

7. MI
i need to start reading the books.

i spent my day watching movies.

first, american pie- the wedding,

then, graduation. it's really good.

i like the plot.

then the best one of all,

fight club. :D

the movie that i got myself to watch, finally.

that's like really good.

it's deep and really not what i expected.

now, im going to watch war.

i love assasins.

i think the coolest assasin is the one in jeffery archer's book, false impressions.

she's an olympian turned assasin, and she kills with a sword or a knife. really can't remember.

and she has the weirdest tricks ever,

she's really cool.

It’s only after you lose everything, you’re free to do anything.

cos a girl like me is hard to find.

1. How do you like your eggs: anything but half boiled.

2. Is there such a thing as free will: yeah.

3. How often do you feel sorry for yourself: hardly.

4. Favorite character when you were a child (i.e. Barney, Big Bird): scooby doo.

5. Your thoughts on people who take pictures of themselves on myspace: really bored people.

6. Is the world getting smaller: somehow, yeah.

7. Least favorite topic you'd like to discuss with your parents: sex and dating.

8. One thing mankind can always rely on: nothing.

9. Who was the last person you forgave and why: boyf, cos i want to.

10. Something you've always wanted to learn: the saxophone

11. Most over-used annoying catchphrase you'd love to kill: LOL.

12. What can you binge on: chocolate

13. Are you a neat-freak: never.

14. Aside from physical attributes, what separates women from men: they're emotional breakdowns.

15. Honestly, can you dance: i dont think so

16. Would you be embarrassed to sing on a microphone in front of your friends: yes.

17. What crime/felony would you most likely commit if you were caught: underage something.

18. How much determination do you have: not much.

19. Are you idea-oriented or people-oriented: none. depends on my mood.

20. What's one rude thing someone has done to you in the past: whatever lah.

21. Do you feel healthy: no.

22. A gross habit of yours: i have tons of gross habits. :D

23. What do you smell like: orange.

24. What's one thing that could kill your mood right now: fighting.

25. A completely random, miscellaneous fact about you: when i'm really bored and forced to study, i'll come out with realy interesting gifts.

26. Who was the last person you thought about: boy.

27. Do you know how to cuss in a foreign language: yeah.

28. What kind of movies do you find uninteresting and why: erm. reality movies or whatever.

29. What would you name your daughter: taylor.

30. What did you forget: everything.

tonight would be the night that i would fall for you over again

1: Would you bang your neighbor? ew. no. not a paedophile.

2: What describes your relationship status? taken.
3: Where are you? my room.
4: What's the last movie you've seen? angus, thongs and perfect snogging.
5: Do you live with your parents? yepp.
6: What is your middle name? don't have one.
7: Who have you talked to most today? juice. :D
8: Do you carve pumpkins every year? no.
9: Color of your underwear? black.
10: Color of your shirt? blue.
11: How many years have you taken a language? all my life.
12: Who's the first person in your Contacts List in your phone? adit.
13: Do you like yourself? sure
14: Do you wish on 11:11? nope.

15: Good advice if you ever go camping? bring toilet paper.
16: Are you a bad influence? nope.
17: Do you enjoy Diet Rockstars? gross
18: Rather have your name or your siblings? mine's special. i'm good.
19: Would you do anything for someone else? almost.
20: Have you ever been called a bitch? haha. duh.
21: Favorite color? black.
22: Do you like cookies? yepp
23: What song is on? nothing is on.
24: Are your grades good? was.

25: Do you ever think people hate you for filling this out? their problem.
26: What would you do if the person you loved moved across the world? cry.

27: Does your best friend have a myspace? nope.
28: Whose page did you visit last? don't remember
29: last time you went out to lunch? today.
30: What is to the right of you? my table.
31: Who is your favorite character from Friends? phoebe & chandler
32: Who do you hate? no one really.
33: Do you have any Britney Spears CD? yeah.
34: What's your favorite band? mayday parade and rise against.
36: Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? yes i do.
37: Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library? nope
38: Do you watch Family Guy regularly? no
40: King of the Hill? no
41: Do you read trashy romance novels often? no
42: Favorite Starbucks drink? lactose intolerant.
43: Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? of course! haha. if i had one.
44: Do you ever sing obnoxiously in the shower? no.
45: What are you? different.
46: Have you ever pretended your crush was with you? yes.
47: Would you rather freeze to death or burn to death? freeze.
48: Have true love or be a millionaire? true love.
49: Favorite eye color on the opposite sex? brown.
50: Are your friends virgins? haha.
51: Do you have a bed frame? nope.
52: Give up alcohol or give up pop? pop.
53: Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization? never.
54: Have you ever been to South America or Africa? nope.
55: Do you know how to knit? nope.
56: Are you high? nope.
57: Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them on myspace? nope.
58: Do you swear? a lot.
59: When you open your closet, what is the dominant color? white and black.
60: Baskin Robbins or Coldstone? baskin.
61: Physics or chemistry? chemistry
63: Who was the last person you yelled at? sister.
64: R-rated or G-rated movies? whichever is good.
65: Walk or Run? walk
66: Where is your grandma? at home
67: Road trip or fly? depend with who.

68: Batman, Spiderman, or Superman? bat or spider.
69: What's your favorite Disney movie? sleeping beauty

70: Ever been skinny dipping? no
71: How's your hair? boring.
72: Bug or insects? anything but lizards.
73: Would you rather eat sushi or escargot? both are good.
74: Do you have a secret crush? nope
75: Do you ever want to get married? yes
76: Are you happy? for the most part
77: Do you prefer knives or bats? knives.
78: Have you been asked any of these questions before? yeah

from the day i met you, you're something i can never live without

Go to www. urbandictionary. com
and type in your answer to each question in the search box,

then write THE BEST definition it gives you...

1) Your name? rachael.

blonde hair,

fake tanned.

super bitch.

she may look sweet but shes fucking mental.

the definition of GHETTO.

Shes a babe of all babes.

Who constantly loses bets.

"Check out that blonde, damn she's sweet" "obviously a Rachael, don't get to close man, she will rip you inside out"

2) How old are you? seventeen.

The right age to start having sex, according to Chef on South Park

3) One of your friends? sara.

A beautiful princess who owns a slave named Eddie.


4) What Should You Be Doing? english.

The english language has been tied down gagged and gang raped by skater fags, gangsta's and wiggers who all like to shove slang in its ass.

5) Favorite Food? chocolate.

1) a substitute for sex

2) something women crave when not getting satisfied sexually

6) Hometown? singapore.

A country that allows prostitution but doesn't allow oral sex.

7) Word to describe yourself? weird.

1. adj u would call someone who is strange

2. (better definition) horny/kinky

8) Can you drive? no.

answer to all of life's problems.

if that's the one thing i know

1.your name.

2. your age.

3. what you're listening to.

4. your favorite color.

5. your favorite movie.

6. 3 things you want but can't have.

7. one thing you love.

8. one thing you hate.

9. a picture of yourself.

10. an object you like to own.

11. your best friend's name.

12. the type of underwear you're wearing.

13. last shoes you wore.

14. something u wana do.

15. a heart

you're heart's a monopoly and im the only firm who owns it

the nicest thing someone said to me today

'you know my heart's like a monopoly,

and you're the firm that owns it'

and then later,

'fail econs try to show off to top in econs?'

but still,

it's damn sweet.

but i'm sweeter.

i tried explaining econs to someone better than me

and i ended up not understanding something i created.

he didnt understand either.

nice.

i suck so bad at econs now.

since the starting of the year.

suck so bad at presenting and explaining.

hate hate hate it.

econs is work.

and im trying so hard.

but i still suck at it.

shit.

:(

i need to learn to explain better.

everything is in my head,

i know roughly what there is.

but i dont know how to say it.

oh well.

i'm so tired.

phototaking today.

i think, i need a holiday.

im tired of doing everything for once.

so much major stuff to do.

sucks.

i thought we could wait fot the fireworks, i thought we could wait for the show

Two words.
No more.
No less.
Quite challenging.

1. Where's your cell phone? right here
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? at home
3. Your hair? black long
4. Your work? got none
5. Your father? watching olympics
6. Your favorite thing? dark chocolate
7. Your dream last night? dont havce.
8. Your favorite drink? green tea
9. Your dream car? peyton's car
10. What room are you in? my room
11. Your pet(s)? dont have
12. Your fears? huge lizards
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? working successfuly
14. Where did you hang out yesterday? my house
15. What are you not good at? chinese language
16. Lip rings on the opposite sex? really hot
17. One of your wish list items? move away
18. Where you grew up? right here
19. The last thing you did? chicken porridge
20. What are you wearing? shorts shirt
21. What aren't you wearing? some socks
24. Your life? been better
25. Your mood? really sleepy
26. Who are you missing? my girlfriend
27. What are you thinking about right now? go sleep
28. Summer 2008? it's over
29. Your relationship status? happily taken
30. Your favorite color? black's awesome
31. When is the last time you laughed? just now
32. Last time you cried? just today
33. School? really tough
35. Your mom? awesome woman

this is how hot i am now ; 38.9 degrees.

i havent been sick in the longest time; 6months or so.
at least since january.
and i havent had fever in the longest time.
i think the last time was when i was 9 or 10.

today, it was scary.
i woke up shivering.
then i went to slp again.
then i woke up with purple lips and fingers.
i looked really baddddd.

the highest temp so far is 38.9 degrees.
but its all good now.
i ate 2 panadols and did math.
i think the math helped with the fever.
it's gone down to 37.4 now.
i hope it doesnt go up anymore.
i wana go to school tmr.

3 days at home is no fun at all,
unless there's a marathon for oth or gg.
it's not going to be fun.

oh. i cant wait till 1 sept.
thats when new episodes of oth adn gg comes out.
time passes so fast.
soon, im going to be 17. yay.
the sooner i'll go to college.
i dont know why,
but i wana go to college soon.
all my cousins are there.

anyways,
i've been taking up stuff in school.
like the violin and netball.
i broke a string for the violin.
so i cant play it till its fixed.

oh well.
school's been tiring.
whats due..
hmmm..
iop is done. finally.
but i have world lit 1,
music investigation,
econs commentary and tests.

im going to die for music investigation and world lit.
i need to start reading.
omg.
econs,
gees.
im going to die.

alright. off to slp. even though its just 9.17pm.
im tiredddddd.

we could leave this town and run forever

what i did today.

i watched movies.

and i realise how movies that came out in the 1980s are so so good.

i watched sixteen candles and the breakfast club.

i really like sixteen candles,

i almost cried.

it was so so sweet.

i havent been such a loser for romance in ages.

and it sucks to know im all wussy and shit.

but oh well.

i like this from sixteen candles.

'make a wish.'

'but it already came through'.

breakfast club was good too.

i wana watch fight club and cruel intentions and stuff, but i just cant find them.

but i'll watch it soon.

i really should get things done.

alright to-do list;

1. MI

2. World lit 1

3. find topic for EE

4. study for econs test

5. do physics pracs

6. music homework

7. econs commentary.

4 out of 7 due by the end of august.

damn. im going to die.

and national day holiday is really good.

i get to slp in and watch movies.

oh shit. group 4 tmr.

i really need to get started on work.

:/

just one more breath i beg you please,

Put your itunes on shuffle, but instead of just putting the name of the song, write the first sentence of the song as a response to the questions.

These were my first words: she said 'don't, don't let it go to your head. Boys like you are dime a dozen.'

This is what my mom said when she gave birth to me: i never made it as a wise man.

This is what I say every morning when I wake up: i try but i cant seem to get myself to think about anything but you.

This is what my friends think of me: i feel so numb

These are the first words I spoke to my true love: i've never known you, but i'm not a stranger to this feeling.

If someone says this, it makes me mad: If you're listening, sing it back.

This is my battle cry: You were on my my mind at least 9 times yesterday,it seems that perhaps i've gone insane.

This is my outlook on life: try to tell me what i shouldnt' do, you should konw by now, i won't listen to you.

This is my message to the world: Circling your, circling your, circling your head, Contemplating everything you ever said.

This always cheers me up: I've been down and i'm wondering why, these black clouds keep walking around me.

This is what my last boyfriend/girlfriend said to break up with me: Would i finally meet you?

People think I'm crazy if I say this: I was waiting all my life to know about you.

I said this when I lost my virginity: This is a story about a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world.

I'd say this to break up with someone: remember me when you're the one who's silver screen.

I said this when I found out I was pregnant/got someone pregnant: Had nothing to do just the other day But that's my luck

I said this in my wedding vows: alright partner, keep on rolling baby, you know what time it is.

People said this when I got married: They painted up your secrets And the lies they told to you And the least they ever gave you

This is what I said when I was proposed too: Walking example of you, just wait for the silence talking backwards to you, it meant nothing to me.

I said this when I was fired from/quit my job: Oh, no. Is it worth it?

My last words: This time i suggest, you and i device a plan.

What people say at my funeral: One at a time, consious become surreal.

how'd you know i'm scared to death?

if u havent noticed, i love adam brody and rachel bilson together. :D

this is how my weeks go..

monday to friday; school.

friday; movie day.

saturday;going out day.

sunday; wake up, tv, read, afternoon nap, homework, dinner, homework, sleep.

thats the routine now.

i need a holiday.

or at least some place where im not being looked after all the time.

some place my parents would not ask me who im out with, what time im going to come home.

im really tired and im screwed.

there's econs, and music due tmr.

physics due on tuesday,

english iop on wednesday,

physics test on friday.

and i think im starting violin lessons on tuesday.

oh, im excited over that one.

i think its brent's influence.

and too much music lessons with people so damn good at music.

i feel really dumb in school.

cos everyone else is so damn smart.

but its fine.

i actually put in effort to do stuff now.

damn, im tired.

oh, today, i thought i had appendicitis.

cos like i woke up with this wierd pain in my right abdomen,

according to the internet,

symptoms of appendicitis is the pain in the right ab, no appetite, and feverish.

i had one of the symptoms to say the least.

my dad was like appendicitis is it?

i was like no.

i can bend my toes.

lol.

i dont know who told me that when u have appendicitis,

you cant bend your toes. HAHAHAHA.

i dont know if that one is true.

well, back to poker and homework.

im getting better at one of them.

and its not school. :)