you're heart's a monopoly and im the only firm who owns it

the nicest thing someone said to me today

'you know my heart's like a monopoly,

and you're the firm that owns it'

and then later,

'fail econs try to show off to top in econs?'

but still,

it's damn sweet.

but i'm sweeter.

i tried explaining econs to someone better than me

and i ended up not understanding something i created.

he didnt understand either.

nice.

i suck so bad at econs now.

since the starting of the year.

suck so bad at presenting and explaining.

hate hate hate it.

econs is work.

and im trying so hard.

but i still suck at it.

shit.

:(

i need to learn to explain better.

everything is in my head,

i know roughly what there is.

but i dont know how to say it.

oh well.

i'm so tired.

phototaking today.

i think, i need a holiday.

im tired of doing everything for once.

so much major stuff to do.

sucks.