how'd you know i'm scared to death?

if u havent noticed, i love adam brody and rachel bilson together. :D

this is how my weeks go..

monday to friday; school.

friday; movie day.

saturday;going out day.

sunday; wake up, tv, read, afternoon nap, homework, dinner, homework, sleep.

thats the routine now.

i need a holiday.

or at least some place where im not being looked after all the time.

some place my parents would not ask me who im out with, what time im going to come home.

im really tired and im screwed.

there's econs, and music due tmr.

physics due on tuesday,

english iop on wednesday,

physics test on friday.

and i think im starting violin lessons on tuesday.

oh, im excited over that one.

i think its brent's influence.

and too much music lessons with people so damn good at music.

i feel really dumb in school.

cos everyone else is so damn smart.

but its fine.

i actually put in effort to do stuff now.

damn, im tired.

oh, today, i thought i had appendicitis.

cos like i woke up with this wierd pain in my right abdomen,

according to the internet,

symptoms of appendicitis is the pain in the right ab, no appetite, and feverish.

i had one of the symptoms to say the least.

my dad was like appendicitis is it?

i was like no.

i can bend my toes.

lol.

i dont know who told me that when u have appendicitis,

you cant bend your toes. HAHAHAHA.

i dont know if that one is true.

well, back to poker and homework.

im getting better at one of them.

and its not school. :)