if i were to put all my anger and frustration into a box, it wouldn't fit.

i don't know how it's going to be like if it goes on like this.
it's starting.


i just want to stay at home and do nothing for once.
and like there wont be anyone there to call me.
and i wont be anxious or worried or feel any thing along that line.
cos im getting exhausted.
please make it better.
it's tiring.

but you have no idea how it is.
it's a long story.
and it's what i do.
and when u mean something.
fuck this shit.