HEROES!

4 members of heroes came to singapore today..
well, yesterday actually. but they were at vivo today.
but i forgot to bring my camera, sadly.
so i have to stick with these pictures.
so my other obsession is heroes and here they are;


meet Milo Ventimiglia, you've gotta admit that he is HOT!
but he didnt come today, sadly.

sylar. doesnt he look evil?

well, but not here.

the cast of heroes. (: they are so hot people.

haha. masi oka is so cute. he was here today! (:

so was she and i swear to god she looks soooo much better real life!

hiro and ando.

claire's best guy friend in the show. he is soooo cute aint he?

HE WAS HERE TODAY AND HE LOOKED GOOD. (:

swooonsdropfaint. hotness.

niki and jessica sanders

cast of heroes!

this is claire and she is sooo hot.

i can never post for an advertisement like that. simply bcos im allergic to milk.

i saw him real life!!

just so y'll know, the 4 members that came would be the scientist mohinder.
you know that i know all of them.
heroes season 1 is sooo awesome.
i cant wait till jan 2008.
season 2 would be aired then
yay!

the wrong songs

that's my brain now.

let's start with today.
so there was song dedication stuff in the morning and i was laughing so damn freaking ass hard. i was first in class and then someone dedicated 'big girls don't cry' by fergie. i swear to god, i laughed so hard. COME ON! think of the lyrics. '...and we'll be playmates and lovers and share our, secret worlds?' ok! if you say so.
then me and sock went to the canteen. and then we heard 'perfect' by simple plan. first of all, just die. i mean REALLY!?!?! and the song started ' hey dad look at me..' see. told you so. but i know i laughed so hard. i was like what the fuck man? its so damn ass stupid.
alright. then like we had english paper 2 which was alright. so far, i thought my performance for prelims is alright. then there was english class today. and sock was so funny, i swear. she needs a poker. lol. i made that word up. definition of poker; something you use to poke someone else. i made it up bcos sock needed to call bel. but everytime she cals bel, she'll go 'darling..darling.. (pause)(pause) darling.' and bel never answers. so i said, use a poker. and she laughed. but it wasnt funny. but i laughed bcos she laughed. you all should know that part.
so yeah. that's like my day and tmr's chem practical. yay titration and atoms! right. so the last post. its just something random i wrote while waiting for my dad at the bus stop.

lovers fall

As for the path in which i take,
the bus stop and curb,
i stood and wait,
the place where lovers meet their fate.

i watched from the sidelines,
listened to their talk,
sometimes awkward, embarressing or bored.
but i understood where they stand,
all happy, calm and yet so pleased.

their feelings i felt,
but all distant and sound.
like their kept in a box,
and yet to be found.

i watched from the sidelines,
their errors, ther mistakes.
the ways they touch,
and all to decide the fall.

like a past i know,
and now of unturned time,
the thoughts of solitude now,
doesnt haunt me like before.

In fact the scenes i saw,
tells me a story.
a story of how,
of how lovers fall.

lunar eclipse?

IM NOT SEEING ANYTHING! BLAME IT ON THE GOD DAMN CLOUDS!\

an of all days, today has to be raining!!

come on! these stuff only comes by in what? once in 2 THOUSAND YEARS!

ok. first of all, the lunar eclipse is when the sun, moon and earth are in the same line, that's called the eclipse.

for all the dumbest people out there, it simply means that the moon is turning red..

well, i think it has already turned red by this time. and sadly, me and char caught nth but the cloudy sky..

yes, she came over alright?

my sister's freaking out. kids central just called her. -.-

not surprised.

MY CURRENT LIFE IN 83 QUESTIONS

1. Did you just wake up? yep.
2. Whose car were you in last? dad's.
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? dont know.
4. What is your msn messenger? it is my msn messenger
5. How long is your hair? past my shoulders.
6. Last thing you drank? water.
11. Where did you sleep last night? in my bed.
13. Are you happy right now? im alright.
14. What did you say last? uh.. ok.
15. Where is your phone? on my shelve.
16. What was the last museum you went to? singapore arts museum
17. What color are your eyes? brown.
19. How was your weekend? im sick. waddaya think?
21. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently? school
22. What are you listening to? nothing.
23. Are you excited? huh.. excited for what?
24. What is your favorite store/s? f21 & topshop.
25. What day is it today? sunday.
26. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping..
30. Are you lefthanded? nope.
32. What's for dinner tonight? i dont know.
33. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had? erm. beer from last night.
34. When is your birthday? 30th sept.
35. How tall are you? 1.62m
36. Who was the last person to send you a text message? charmaine.
37. Do you like anyone? er.. no.
39. Where was the last place you went shopping? ikea.
40. Who made you laugh today? no one. i didnt laugh today.
41. Do you have any expensive jewelry? yeah.
42. AIM or MSN? msn.
43. Where do your cousins live? singapore, colorado and vancouver.
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? sibs.
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? nope.
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? i need to puke.
50. Do you drink beer? yeah.
52. Myspace or Facebook? facebook.
53. Do you have TMobile? no..
54. What is your favorite subject in school? english.
55. Do you smile a lot? yeah acually.
58. Have you ever been IN a wedding? gone to a wedding, yes. in a wedding? erm like what? i was a bridesmaid before.
59. Do you have any children? nope.
60. Did you take a nap today? yeah.
61. Ever met someone famous? erm. if you consider people on tv who lives in singapore famous then yeah.
65. Are you multitasking right now? yes.
68. What's one of your favorite things to do? hanging out with friends.
72. Ever been to Las Vegas? yeah.
73. What are you doing today? reading/studying.
74. Have you ever gambled? yeah.
75. When is the last time you updated your blog? erm. today.
76. Have you been to New York City? nope. but i want to!
77. Ever been to Disneyland/world? yessssss!
78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character? scooobydooo!
79. What is the last thing you cooked? hmmm.food. dang. i cant remember.
82. Last time you cried? o level chinese..
83. Last time you were sick? erm. like right now.

ack. its the stomach flu again.

my changing

so everything is changing around here.
first of all, my parents are finally deciding to throw away all the old stuf they kept for so many years. then mom bought a dishwasher. yay. alright. then dad wants to sell the house for a high price. yay again. then we'dbe moving to canada in to years time. its happening people. im moving, unless shit happens. yay x3. so im going to international school next year. unless i cant get less then 20 points for my Os.
so im going to be in a new environment soon. yay to changes. but you know i cant bear to leave y'll.
so i went to sji nternational just this morning. but no. im not going there to study. my brother is. i want to go to acs. i swear the way they teach there is awesome. so much better than normal schools where the teachers always scold you for the smallest things. dont you think that sucks? it bruises you're self esteem really. its awful really. i really wish i were one year younger. then i would have gone to international school earlier and wouldnt have to take the o levels.
oh. in international school, english lessons are awesome. we dont learnt eh same things over and over again, for example, grammer. god. they do poems for english lessons!! and they have plays for lit.
literature! im going to take that next year. there's some kinda philosophy paper, and FRENCH! i want to take up chinese too though. so i think im mood swinging. but i dont think im pmsing. only char knows whats up with me. but dont go ask her please.
so theres no school on monday and i didnt go to church today, just for a simple reason.. bel and chels are not going. so im not either.

and i am..

i wish i were a boy.

is it really out? god. it has JAMES LAFFERTY,SOPHIA BUSH AND RACHEL BILSON!! GOD!

she is what i call.. hotness.

ANYWAYS..
today was again.. horrible.
i really do wish i were a boy though.
im THINKING too much again.
char agrees with me.
ugh. you know sometimes i want to feel awful.
but seriously, it comes at the wrong time.
i need to study now!!
i dont need these feelings to bother me.
oh well..
so yes. a few things you may want to know about me.
so
1. my name is spelled as R-A-C-H-A-E-L. NOT! R-A-C-H-E-L or R-A-C-H-E-A-L.
2. i wanted to go to the army when i was primary 3. my friends and i planned to. well, but i tured girly. you see. tom boy. ha.
3. I LOVE JAMES LAFFERTY SINCE I FIRST SAW HIM IN ONE TREE HILL.such an obssesion really.
4. i love crime show. my first crime shows were scooby doo.. its turned to csi, law and order s.v.u and criminal minds now.
5. i love thrillers. they're so awesome.
6. i hate speaking like a singaporean. i want to have a natural canadian slang.
7. i love writing about nothing. my writings are usually pointless.. like this. lol.

awfully awful

an awful day really.

and is not bcos im having a terrible cold.

I THINK IM THINKING TOO MUCH.

i hate to think too much.

i wish i were a guy.

guys dont think too much do they?

they dont care about anything.

but girls are such a problem sometimes.

they think too much.

and i fel very emotional these days.

i felt like crying in class for god knows what reason.

but then it was in the middle of emath test.

and why should i cry.

but you now i wish i could just let it all out so i'll feel better.

but the thing is, i'll be crying for no reason.

/stomps feet like mad.

just die already.

ask me why im still addicted to the hook-ups.

i cant tell u the reason.

its such a stuuuupid game.

charmaine thinks so.

but you see, i feel like being a bitch sometimes.

you know, just for the fun of it.

and in the hookup, you can get cute guys to date.

oh well.

the virtual world is sometimes so awesome.

emath test tmr. sucks like shit.

sockyong made verything funny again.

but she keeps singing 'wei she me' song.

stuck in my head. so annoying.

rawwwwwwwwwwwwrrrrrr.

math tuition. im.going.now.bye

sniff sniff

im falling ill again. dont ask me why.

oddly, im feeling better than i felt yesterday.

yesterday was awful.

char came over though.

we went to see other blogs.

it was stupid and funny.

then we played the impossible quiz.

hur hur..

so today, school was fun;

sockyong made everything better today.

she was so retarded and she made me feel so lesbian.

lol. she came up with a million jokes

and i laughed like non-stop.

oh. my pervious post was abt how i felt yesterday.

go figure.

right. tuition. sheesh.

later.

from her notebook

to loose the feelings that ran so deep,
so see what's buried inside.
too scared to find what lies beneath,
afraid to loose what's already mine.

my weakness is clear,
but i won't reveal much of what i feel.
my smiles that cover them up.
my notebooks are where they lie,
my emotions so deep inside.

it makes no sense,
im confusing myself.
with what seems like the end.

my feelings are hideous.
but they drive me real again.
but i dont want to be.
maybe dillusions re the best things there are.

social events

i was supposingly, surpose to study today.
but i went to sleep,
after 3 csi apisodes, one prison break episode, one criminal minds and one more law and order S.V.U.
yes. that was my tv time today.
and now, i suppose to be downstairs making more friends, but im just not in the mood to.
furthermore, the people downstairs are from church.
they're alright. they are my neighbour's cousins and friends.
but oh well. I AM NOT IN THE MOOD.
i feel so grumpy. i just woke up.
im addicted to the impossible quiz and the hookup.
dont talk to me online.
im busy playing those.
i have no motivation to study right now.
i found 5 french novels in my house today. such an amazing discovery.
that's my pathetic day.
god. kill me.

burnt

burnt like this cigarette.

the pot i burnt i mean.

i was cooking today.

and i didnt watch the fire so the pot burnt so bad and my food dried up.

so much for my other potion of being a chef. hah.

so i went to church.

it was awfully boring and pointless i swear.

cos i didnt learn anything except i listened to a whole service of lame jokes.

there wasnt a sermon today.

even if there was, i werent listening.

i was to busy talking to chels. oh well.

then dad, me and ben went to eat at eat.

go figure.

then we walked past the pub and then my bro whisered 'jie. the men were looking at you.'

and there was. hurr. i dont care really.

they were old and fat. ew please. lol.

my brother's watching jarhead now.

god i hate war movies. its sooo bring.

oh and hairspray is M18.

yes people. be shocked.

bcos i was.

I WANT TO WATCH THAT FUCKING MOVIE!

WTF AND ITS M18!

blabbering.

so it was the english orals today.

i blabbered like hell..

they asked me what my preschool memory was..

and realy. i dont remember anything abt preschool.

i know i wore pink checkered clothes and always ran around like hell and was quite a sick kid..

i puked in school sometimes.. cos of my lactose intolerant condition.. hah.

oh that was preschool..

oh and one more thing..

was like the main character in the play for graduation.. and some girl took that role from me.

i was too nice i swear to god. she asked and i let her have it.. i didnt dare to say no.

so instead of being the nice white horse, i was the brown one. so not fair..

anyways, before orals, we were talking abe loads of stuff.

but i know i was talking to youjing a lot.

and then ken joined..

we were playing some word game then i said i wanted to start a conversation topic bcos i was next.

then ken asked me do u want guys to shave and then he ask where?

hurr. yeah right.. like i care if guys shave.

then we talked abt the ideal partner, and sex before marriage.

ken was horrid in a way. he screws and dumps. lol.

me and youjing wont want to have sex before being married but ken would want to.

then youjing's ideal partner would be pretty.. hmm..

then ken's partner.. well, as long as he trusts her and he likes her and u know that sort of thing.

and i was like my ideal partner must be imperfect. haha. that makes it more interesting right?

just imagine having a perfect partner.. what makes you? you've got to be perfect for a perfect man.

so if u ask a person, who their ideal partner would be, they would want their partner to be perfect. but its so pointless right? because what a person would see another person as is their flaws, not what they're good at. its only human nature i guess. so just think about it. do u like that someone bcos of his or her imperfections or their perfections??

so that's about all we talked abt cos most of the time, we were just playing word games. if i dont get an A1 fr english, i'd cry so bad really..

tailor-made

yes yes. my prom dress is going to be tailor made.

and i certainly hope i would come up with realy awesome designs soon.

ha. no one would hav the same dress as me right now. (:

thats the most awesome part of prom!

so im totally done with amath papers.

chemistry's tmr. yay.

oh btw, i got a c6 for o level.

oh well, oh i cried but i dont know why i did but dont bother.

lol. so i dont have to retake. reason being that thats the best i can get for now,

cos im THAT horrible in chinese so i guess thats that and its done!

screw chinese, im going take up french. (:

LEON

Leon's gotsta love me and bel really.
we took abt an hour just straining our backs to do the candles and there was wind so we had to keep relighting the candles. we needed phillson so bad!
an awful job but dont u think its so pretty when its all lighted up? lol.
i know leon's birthday was like 27th june. but i thought it was july 27th.
im sorry. but well, we did a grea job dontcha tink?
hahaha. the cake was from awfully chocolate
its filled with rum and cherry. yum. (:
so just it was just the three of us and we finished 3/4 of the cake. lol
so after that, we went to leon's house.
haha. i played with his gameboy.
i miss playing mario.
then we went to use his comp.
then bel saw the word 'brian' on leon's comp.
it's actually leon's brother's name just so you know.
then she said to leon 'you're brian ah?'
leon 'no im leon'.
we laughed so hard!
bel was damn tired by then so she's talking subconsiously. lol.



some random heart we go from the candle wax.
it was accidental. i discovered it. lol

CAKE!

leon cuts the cake.

unlighted


almost lighted.

the last piece of cake..

yesterday

yes, and all the haste about national day is so pointless.
so i went out with my cousin yesterday,

but theres no pictures, bcos we didnt take any.

we went to orchard, and then vivo and then cityhall ( yes, i know. the stupidest place to go)

and the most surpirising thing was that i didnt buy anything at all.

but i spent like 20 bucks on food. lol.

food is so expensive in town.

and i think a lot of it went to service charge. /shurgs- oh well.

so my cousin's friend came and so i spent this year's national day with a malaysian and an indonesian. lol.

i watched the fireworks though.

everyone was like screaming and i was like why are y'll screaming, its only fireworks..

i am so tired i swear to god.

i walked in my heels for like abt 10 hrs straight. like from 12 pm-10pm.

my feet hurt like crap now.

so something i learnt yesterday, never wear heels out for too long.

right. so this morning, i woke up bcos my family was so noisy.

so my bro went to work with my dad.

and my mom and sister went to malaysia.

just great. im home alone now.

and i have to go to tuition myself. im so lazy to really.

sports

yes. its the day before national day.
and i dont really care.
there was ike sports day today,
and i hate sports.
its pretty pointless to go to something u dont enjoy.
i planned to study, but i ended up playing and listening to nonsense.
not that its bad or anything but its kind of a waste of time.
so anyways, prelims in a few weeks,
god. if i dont do well, im screwed for sure.
i need to go to acs international, or i cant really go to college and all that shit.
screw the system.
i've gotta work so hard now.
so after sports day, we went to vivo for lunch,
and we went to look for prom dresses.
i found something i like already. haha
its special though cos not every girl who wears it can pull it off.
but i can. (: thats why its special.
so if ur gonna want to see it, u've got to wait till prom cos i wont show it to u. (:
i am dead exhausted now.
i went for tuition after going to vivo.
oh here's something funny.
darren's shirt said 'life is not a job'
when some guy saw it, he said 'life is a blow job'
and rashidee said ' you suck and suck forever'
me and sock laughed for 10 whole minutes.
its so damn ass funny.

school.

so im going to acs international next year i hope..

that is if i do well for prelims. (:

cant wait. i want to learn french!

so the preps started like yesterday.

i and swear i suck and geog.

guess what? i wrote something really stupid in the test;

'so if you would want to expand your industry, dont do it singapore because there is not enough space and dont have factories that require you to transport raw materials because singapore does not have any raw materials and it would cost a lot to transport it over''

which totally makes no sense in a way. its totally crap. ha. i didnt really memorise that part of the chapter so i really suck at it. lol.

haha. i did this on my hand like ages ago.

one way ticket.

i want a one way ticket of no return.
to where?
hm. canada.
why?
well, thats bcos i was talking to my friend abt canada yesterday.
and i got so damn ass excited!
i cant wait to move outta this place.
its so stressful. i hate it.
so im going to move there also becos i dont see a route for my higher education.
not bcos im dumb or anything but bcos i dont want to go to JC and i dont like the courses in poly.
so anyways, i was so excited about canada and i wanted to buy a ticket, pack my bags and go to canada straight!
haha. sadly, i dont hve to money to elope. haha. but i wish i could.