i like making funny noises

what is up, people of the land?

i feel the need to change my blog layout.

but i feel very lazy.

i have a couple of things I have to do.

1. clean under my table, so i can throw away stuff, and get my math stuff to study for math.

2. get my video done by today or tmr. ( I know i keep saying that but i'm so sleepy. :( )

3. send out my application forms to university

4. practise the piano for my job interview tmr

5. start studying for driving tests

man, I'm so tired right now,

it's so stupid cos I sleep so much.

Maybe that's the problem.

and yeah, i don't drink coffee.

I have a problem guys.

my problem is that I never ever make the first move.

like ever.

ask anyone.

even if its my boyf, i'll never hold your hand first.

i don't say, "HI! MY NAME IS RACHAEL! WHATS YOUR NAME?"

first.

ever.

maybe when I was a kid but not now.

but I'm trying to be like that because I think people skills are very important.

but I'm very much kept to myself.

everything is stuffed up in this head of mine.

I narrate almost everything in my head when I'm on the streets.

even things that I want to say get stuck there and never gets out.

but I'm trying.

I need that change.

I'm too shy for my own liking.

sometimes, I really want to burst out saying things but I just don't dare to, unless I know you well. Ask any of my friends. I'm the crazy talking shit person, just not to everyone.

right,

interview tmr.

i'm so psyched.

video time.

:)

omg, freaking yes.

I am in an especially good mood this morning.

1. My piano lesson went really well.

2. I have a job interview to teach kids which I'm so psyched about. If there's anything I want to do, it'll be teaching kids music. (i think) Kids are the cutest things ever and music is something I love and I would share it. (:

3. I don't have work today.

4. I'm meeting my friends later.

5. The weekend is nearrrrr!

6. American idol and friends tonight.

7. I'm sending in my application forms today (FINALLY)

8. Oh, another place asked me for my resume to teach.

9. my favourite youtuber replied me (yay!)

10. I have very nice dark hair (I say dark because I don't know what color it really is)

oh yes, I'll try to update everyday from now on.

I painted my toenails so fucking ugly last night, I can't be bothered to get them off.

and I have to take this sticker thing off my nose now.

hello mr sunlight

this is what I make my friend do when they are in a yoghurt shop,

where they have to take things themselves ( she is mad at me )

we just pile the cup up with everything. please stop staring at us. we know how much this yoghurt is worth. more than the money you're getting. ^^ we beat your system. please don't bann us from your shop. it is fun when you stare at us going out of your shop.

and in this photo, I'm just going to say this:

i love the shirt that I'm wearing.

I wore it to film yesterday.

yes, film.

i thought I shall upgrade my blog,

where I speak to a camera in my room,

and you guys can watch me.

hurrahhhhh.

vlogging.

my internet life: 948723492342

my normal healthy talking to people life: 0

now i am tired, hungry, and i need to go to work.

bluhhhhhhh.

fucking rhinos above are stamping again.

DON'T YOU HAVE SCHOOL?

DOESN'T YOUR MOM HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN STAMP AROUND ALL DAY?

you have a problem, upstairs people.

now I shall get to work.

crossing over to 0 again

yeah, ok.

people should just stop posting that on my wall.

it's not like i'll do anything.

i don't want to click anything.

like dude...

my internet is slow as fuck now.

don't ask me to click.

so today's like the first day of the week.

ugh.

tuesday makes the week better with one tree hill and heroes.

then wednesday, there's american idol

and thursday, there's american idol

and then friday, IT'S THE END OF THE DAMN WEEK.

hurrah.

like my week gets better in the weekends.

-.-

ballllssssssssssss.

i just needed to say that.

but baallllllssssssssss.

i hate my days.

i need to make new friends.

and I shall do that through the internet.

hello internet people.

i'm as much as an internet freak as you are.

we shall be great friends and stalk each other.

even though we're stalking people with no lives.

that's right!

did i burst your bubble?

i'm sorry..

no.

don't cry.

please don't start trashing your stuff.

fine.

die.

i don't even get to catch friends today.

i want to see monica and chandler be together again!

that's one of the only relationships that gives me hope, thinking there is still love in this world,

though really, it's fictional.

dammit, i won't be a nun.

i shall leave you for my day working, serving.

but before i go,

MIU MIU IF YOU'RE READING THIS!

TAKE THAT PENGUIN HEART AND BE THAT PENGUIN QUEEN!

I LOVE YOU!

HOPE ALL GOES WELL.

YOU SHALL NEVER LEAVE ME.

<3

I'm losing it

OMFG GUYS I'M FREAKING LOSING IT!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

this is my life without miu mius or stephys or like people that make me laugh, or i make them laugh.

I HAVENT BEEN FUNNY IN SO LONG I THINK I'M GOING TO DIE.

omg. please help me.

you can do so by talking shit to me in any form.

email/facebook/msn

fucking hell. i've been cooped up in this shit called my house in so long.

the only time i ever go out is to like go to work.

i think i'm going to die really really soon.

but not today.

today I'm going out.

to hang with bestie and her friend.

but ARGHHHHHHhHHH!

ok

i better stop screaming.

i just feel like im going to die from not laughing.

to top it all off.

I NEED TO GO TO CHURCH TODAY.

yes. thats the promise or whatever you will call it so the folks would let me go to canada.

i shall bring my 'bible' to church today.

hahahahhahahhahaa.

beat that.

there are things i realise i cannot live without for more than 2 days.

it's been A FUCKING WEEK GODDAMNIT.

these things are..

laughing.

having proper conversations.

more laughing.

doing something stupid.

yeah, that's about it.

i feel so miserable without anyone.

please write on my tagboard, people who actually read this.

i am bored outta my skulls.

i can't get out of the house much cos I have no fucking money.

for like another 2 fucking weeks.

i need very cheap entertainment.

dont get the wrong idea please.

i know your dirty little brains.

and the fact that i actually thought of that..

no shut up. I'm not as dirty as you that's for sure.

ok. so here's the plan.

i'm going out,

to swear and so stupid things

and laugh my butt off to nothing.

i shall point in the air,

and shout, " omg! "

and when you suckers look,

i'll be like ' MADE YOU LOOK'

yes.

i shall live.

goodbye.

so call the ambulance, i'm going home

oh fucking hell.

I've been sick for like 5 days now.

Had a fever, been coughing my lungs out (not literally)

and stayed at home doing nothing.. which feels really good! for like 4 days.

I love staying at home doing nothing.

I'm so tired now and I have to go to work in like 45 mins.

Meds just makes life harder.

I've been watching so many shows and they remind me so much of high school and I really miss that. I miss hanging out with my friends all the time, running around, being stupid, laughing.. which is my favourite thing to do and just doing things that people who grow up can't do because "look, I'm so mature". Who can scream 'I'm the queen of the penguins" for no reason at all and not caring? or who can roll around on the floor because of sugar highs? or who jumps from locker platforms to platforms and is not being stared at?

Ok, maybe when we do that, people stare, but we're in school.

no one actually remembers that.

If you did that on the streets, people would stare and you'd feel so awkward.

but still, i miss that so much.

I think everyone needs to do something stupid most of the time, or you'd be so uptight and unhappy.

I know I need to laugh everyday, or i'd die..

which I already am going to.

but my sister saves my life.

she made me and my brother roll on the floor laughing so bad last night until there were tears streaming down of our faces and our stomachs hurt.

Man. I'm going to miss so much in like 5 months or something.

I need to do something fun soon.

TV can only hold you back for so long.

about 2 and a half weeks before I get money.

freaking broke, it's not funny.

I can't go anywhere.

gahhhhhhhhh.

:(

this sucks.

hello again bitches

HELLO AGAIN.

i miss you weloverachael.blogspot.com

I'm back here.

Cos my other blog is too gay to read.

love love love love this blog so much.

Staying away from you for half a year is tooo much!

So! I have like 3 blogs now.

I'm a freaking loser because I spend all my time on the internet.

yay me!

So it's this blog, my tumblr blog, which is full of nonsense reblogs and stupid sad posts which you shouldn't ever read and my new oneee!

This is is with my bestest friend.

Yeap.

It's going to be awesome.

This year started off really screwed up but its slowly getting better (or so I hope)

Well, it's university year!

and Moving away to one of my favorite places in the world!

(whoooooooooo~ and rachael dances around in circles)

I'm sick today so I'm not going to work.

And I'm working as a waitress.

Which is quite an experience for me because I need to learn some skills from restaurant businesses. ( i can never spell restaurant right, that's why there's the internet)

So I've skipped going out a lot these few weeks.

I just feel really down cos of my results and everything

and the possibility of not going to canada.

which I'm so sad about.

But I'm crossing my fingers!

So I'm getting the hardcore versions of songs

like what goes around comes around

by justin timberlake

and I think it's so awesome.

Hardcore shit is good.

I shall chill and watch crap today.