I'm losing it

OMFG GUYS I'M FREAKING LOSING IT!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

this is my life without miu mius or stephys or like people that make me laugh, or i make them laugh.

I HAVENT BEEN FUNNY IN SO LONG I THINK I'M GOING TO DIE.

omg. please help me.

you can do so by talking shit to me in any form.

email/facebook/msn

fucking hell. i've been cooped up in this shit called my house in so long.

the only time i ever go out is to like go to work.

i think i'm going to die really really soon.

but not today.

today I'm going out.

to hang with bestie and her friend.

but ARGHHHHHHhHHH!

ok

i better stop screaming.

i just feel like im going to die from not laughing.

to top it all off.

I NEED TO GO TO CHURCH TODAY.

yes. thats the promise or whatever you will call it so the folks would let me go to canada.

i shall bring my 'bible' to church today.

hahahahhahahhahaa.

beat that.

there are things i realise i cannot live without for more than 2 days.

it's been A FUCKING WEEK GODDAMNIT.

these things are..

laughing.

having proper conversations.

more laughing.

doing something stupid.

yeah, that's about it.

i feel so miserable without anyone.

please write on my tagboard, people who actually read this.

i am bored outta my skulls.

i can't get out of the house much cos I have no fucking money.

for like another 2 fucking weeks.

i need very cheap entertainment.

dont get the wrong idea please.

i know your dirty little brains.

and the fact that i actually thought of that..

no shut up. I'm not as dirty as you that's for sure.

ok. so here's the plan.

i'm going out,

to swear and so stupid things

and laugh my butt off to nothing.

i shall point in the air,

and shout, " omg! "

and when you suckers look,

i'll be like ' MADE YOU LOOK'

yes.

i shall live.

goodbye.