so call the ambulance, i'm going home

oh fucking hell.

I've been sick for like 5 days now.

Had a fever, been coughing my lungs out (not literally)

and stayed at home doing nothing.. which feels really good! for like 4 days.

I love staying at home doing nothing.

I'm so tired now and I have to go to work in like 45 mins.

Meds just makes life harder.

I've been watching so many shows and they remind me so much of high school and I really miss that. I miss hanging out with my friends all the time, running around, being stupid, laughing.. which is my favourite thing to do and just doing things that people who grow up can't do because "look, I'm so mature". Who can scream 'I'm the queen of the penguins" for no reason at all and not caring? or who can roll around on the floor because of sugar highs? or who jumps from locker platforms to platforms and is not being stared at?

Ok, maybe when we do that, people stare, but we're in school.

no one actually remembers that.

If you did that on the streets, people would stare and you'd feel so awkward.

but still, i miss that so much.

I think everyone needs to do something stupid most of the time, or you'd be so uptight and unhappy.

I know I need to laugh everyday, or i'd die..

which I already am going to.

but my sister saves my life.

she made me and my brother roll on the floor laughing so bad last night until there were tears streaming down of our faces and our stomachs hurt.

Man. I'm going to miss so much in like 5 months or something.

I need to do something fun soon.

TV can only hold you back for so long.

about 2 and a half weeks before I get money.

freaking broke, it's not funny.

I can't go anywhere.

gahhhhhhhhh.

:(

this sucks.