food...

tts fattening. lol.

im losing weight. i swear.

its the stomach flu really..

haha. cant eat anything exept gruel.

but it taste good now. lol.

and the fries look so darn good!!!

but u noe, stomach flu's a good way to loose weight. (:

haha. i've lost one kg so far. (:(:

haha. alright. i guess i've got to go study later.

exam's on thursday. no school on wednesday. (:awesome!! im going out tmr to study.

but i want to watch heroes before i go! (:(:

i love heroes!!!!!!!!!!

haha. alright. i want to go wash my shoes.

oh before tt, random photos. (:

kiss the frog, u'll get a prince. either tt or u've just kissed a frog. ew.



eunice want this sooo bad.

-END-

exams exams exams. X|

arghh.

i feel dumb. really.

its like physics , english and ss papers today

and i screwed up 2 papers. and that would be chem and physics.

AND I NEVER SCREWED UP A COMPO PAPER BEFORE

arghh. i wasnt prepared also. i was up all night studying s.s

i've just got to do better for the rest of my papers.

oh well, i need retail therapy.

or im gonna continue being so darn stressed up.

shopping please!!!!!!!

anyways, i really need a good book.

i just got one called pandora.

god. it doesnt look even a bit interesting.

i thought it was a mystery kinda book when i first got it but it turned out not. arghh!!!

oh. bel has a photo of my chest in her phone.
after i get my phone back which is apparantly not ready after 2 weeks,
i'll post it.

alright. i really got to study!!! maybe mindmap geog or something.
god i feel so lazy! XX

im sick. XX

im sorry if i've been really bitchy yesterday. god. this is like the first time i've been like tt the whole day! ok. if u really want to know why im like tt, its bcos im hyperventilating.

yep. it means that im breathing really really fast but u cant really hear it. and my feet and hands are really numb. tts why i felt like fainting yesterday. i thot i was gonna die. really. like i was gonna get a heart attack or something but i noe im too young for tt and im not a guy. haha. yep. thats like a symptom and god noes wads causing it. the doctor says that if it happens again, it might get worst and i may faint and i've got to go to the hospital then. :/ !!! oh well.

my brother was really irritating yesterday and i like screamed at him... whoops. ha, he doesnt care though. /shrugs.

im like gonna rest at home for the time being i guess. a reason not to go to church! (: yay!

alright. nxt week's mid years. really gotta go study. later.

oh here's a random;-

#01. Would you mind if your guy is fat?

a lil is ok. but very is like. er. so not a turn on u noe.

#02. Would you want your guy to dohouse chores?

:) why not?

#03. What is the maximum age gap youand your guy have?

maximum... if older, hm, 5? younger. 1. max

#04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?

nope.

#05. Must he get good grades?

haha. just dont make me feel too dumb.

#06. A muscular/mature guy or achildish/cute guy?

muscular/mature. childish sucks, really.

#07. Must he be popular to suit you?

nope. just my type will do. (:

#08. Would you allow your guy to join a gang?

i dont like him fighting. i want him to be civilised.

#09. Must he have perfect eyesight?

haha. its ok if he doesnt (:

#10. Must he be perfect in everything?

nope. flaws are good.

#11. Will you be furious OR worried ifyour guy gets into trouble with the DM?

worried. but u noe, bad boys are hot somtimes.

#12. Must he be taller than you?

yes please.

#13. What is the first thing thatattracts you?

the eyes.

#14. Does how much he love you matteror as long as you love him is enough?

it goes both ways. no point in a onesided relationship.

#15. Would you allow your guy to showtantrums on the elderly or worthy ofrespect?

NO. ew.

#16. What if your guy's ex still loveshim?

well, her problem. haha. but if she's a close from, my guy wouldnt be my boyf unless she doesnt mind.

#17. Which, his character or lookswill make you leave him?

character. looks can change.

#18. Must you be his first girlfriend?

nope.

#19. After marriage, must you betogether or follow him back to hiscountry?

haha. wad are u talking abt?

#20. What will you do if his friendsbully him?

i'd stick up for him. (:

#21. What is the most important thingyou seek in your guy?

i dont noe, laughs?

#22. Would you rather your guy be astudious or bad boy kind?

a bit of both (:

#23. What if your good friend likesyour guy?

if his my boyf, er, go away pls. if his a crush, we can share!

unmotivated

im not studying. i suppose to be.
but i feel so awful ya noe..
im like suppose to go to some specialist. cos im sick.. and i dont even noe the diagnosis yet cos a normal doctor can make it. :( oh well.
anyways, im like kinda freaked out over this whole fan club thing. i really think its scary. come sec2 guys.../shudders. ew pls. their like stealing my pictures from friendster and putting it on their msn display. really. walao. disgusting lah.
anyways, amth test tmr, but i really want to watch tv now. lol. heroes is on!!!! (:
im gonna get my phone back soon. my mom helped me send it for repairs today. finally! (: haha. im happy.

an unproductive weekend

haha. oh well,

i went to town to fix my phone but there was a long queue so i went shopping wif chels.

i attempted my amath but ended up doing only 5 questions in 2 papers. i guess i forgot everything i learnt.

did chemistry but then i thought abt the ve project...and then i came to the comp and blog.

started to read but then i fell alseep.

wanted to do social studies but well, im too lazy to find my sec 3 textbk.

haha. so much for this week end.

and well, i planned it to be productive.(( argh! wads wrong with my english now!!!))

anyways. i really got to get back to do my ve. its due tmr. im late.
but heres some pics we took at westcoast last week. (:

hahaha. im the tallest! lol

haha. stupid kawaii-neiixxxx

black and white.

thats me!

please admire half my face. thank you.

i like staring.

btw, im 19.

ha. stupid assholes

oh. look at those cam whores.eeeeeee.

peace!

sock's blushing!!

she says.

im like the last in chinese tuition class. and it kinda sucks, ya know? i've been working really hard and im still not good enuf. damn... and like o level chinese is like in a month's time. god. i really dont know but i guess i've gotta work harder, is gonna be really tough these month i guess and the pressure of the mid year exams. someone help i guess.
everything's not working now.. i havent sent my phone for repairs yet. cos i was really lazy yesterday. lol. then my earphones broke. damn the thing. lol. and i suppose to blame myself. hahaha. oh well.
watched a walk to remember last night. cried again. well, its still my all time favourite movie. no doubt abt it. its awesome. haha. (:
oh. i want to watch this new movie called in the land of women. its some movie that stars ADAM BRODY!!! (: haha. i love adam brody. his really funny. god i miss watching the O.C!
alright. another quiz.

What Movie Genre Are You?

Scary Movies
1. Exorcist
2. Exorcist 2
3. Exorcism of Emily Rose
4. Scream
5. Scream 2
6. Scream 3
7. The Ring
8. The Ring 2
9. What Lies Beneath
10. Darkness Falls
11. The Boogeyman
12. Hide and Seek
13. The Sixth Sense
14. The Blair Witch Project
15. The Silence of the Lambs
16. It
17. The Others
18. The Grudge
19. Thirteen Ghosts
20. When a Stranger Calls
21. Carrie
22. Cabin Fever
23. Urban Legend
24. Stay Alive
25. Gothika
26. I Know What You Did Last Summer
27. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer
28. Se7en
29. Saw
30. Saw 2
31. Texas Chainsaw Massacre
32. Final Destination
33. Final Destination 2
34. Final Destination 3
35. Jeepers Creepers
36. Jeepers Creepers 2
37. Amityville Horror
38. Wrong Turn
39. House of 1000 Corpses
40. Devils Rejects
41. The Hills Have EyesTotal

= 8 out of 41

Comedy Movies
1. Road Trip
2. Tommy Boy
3. Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery
4. Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me
5. Austin Powers: Goldmember
6. Old School
7. My Cousin Vinny
8. Legally Blonde
9. Legally Blonde 2
10. Happy Gilmore
11. Big Daddy
12. The Longest Yard
13.50 First Dates
14. Billy Madison
15. Mr. Deeds
16. Anger Management
17. The Wedding Singer
18. Dumb and Dumber
19. Dumb and Dumberer
20. The Cable Guy
21. Bruce Almighty
22. Liar, Liar
23. American Pie
24. American Pie 2
25. American Wedding
26. Band Camp
27. Ferris Buellers Day Off
28. Dude, Wheres My Car?
29. Zoolander
30. Meet the Parents
31. Meet the Fockers
32. Super Troopers
33. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
34. Scary Movie
35. Scary Movie 2
36. Scary Movie 3
37. Scary Movie 4
38. Date Movie
39. Mrs. Doubtfire
40. Wayne's World
41. Wayne's World 2

Total= 17 out of 41

Science Fiction

1. Evolution
2. Donnie Darko
3. Spawn
4. I, Robot
5. Star Wars I
6. Star Wars II
7. Star Wars III
8. Star Wars IV
9. Star Wars V
10. Star Wars VI
11. Aliens
12. Predator
13. Predator 2
14. Aliens vs. Predator
15. Back to the Future
16. Back to the Future 2
17. Back to the Future 3
18. V for Vendetta
19. The Matrix
20. The Matrix Reloaded
21. The Thing
22. Planet of the Apes
23. The Terminator
24. The Terminator 2
25. The Butterfly Effect
26. X-men
27. X-men 2
28. X-men 3
29. 8-legged Freaks
30. The War of the Worlds
31. Godzilla
32. Men In Black
33. Men In Black 2
34. Galaxy Quest
35. Mars Attacks
36. E.T.
37. Independence Day
38. Armageddon
39. King Kong
40. DoomTotal
= 7 out of 40

Fantasy

1. Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone
2. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
3. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
5. The Hobbit
6. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
7. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
8. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
9. Batman
10. Batman Returns
11. Batman Forever
12. Batman and Robin
13. Batman Begins
14. Catwomen
15. Spiderman
16. Spiderman 2
17. The Mask
18. Son of the Mask
19. Stuart Little
20. Stuart Little 2
21. The Addams Family
22. Addams Family Values
23. Addams Family Reunion
24. Beetlejuice
25. The Borrowers
26. Zathura
27. Jumanji
28. Dogma
29. Edward Scissorhands
30. Waterworld
31. Interview with a Vampire
32. Little Vampire
33. Lemony Snickets A Series of Unfortunate Events
34. The Chronicles of Narnia
35. My Best Friend is a Vampire
36. Dracula 2000
37. Dracula 3000
38. Blade
39. Blade 2
40. James and the Giant Peach

Total= 14out of 40

Romantic

1. Breakfast at Tiffanys
2. Casablanca
3. When Harry Met Sally
4. The Notebook
5. Meet Joe Black
6. Chocolat
7. My Best Friends Wedding
8. Pretty Woman
9. Sweet Home Alabama
10. Titanic
11. Gone with the Wind
12. The Princess Bride
13. Love, Actually
14. Jerry Maguire
15. Never Been Kissed
16. Sleepless in Seattle
17. Romeo and Juliet
18. Runaway Bride
19. Two Weeks Notice
20. When a Man Loves a Woman
21. A Walk to Remember
22. My Fair Lady
23. Love Story
24. Alex and Emma
25. Shakespeare in Love
26. Sense and Sensibility
27. The Truth About Cats and Dogs
28. American President
29. Whos Afraid of Virginia Woolf?
30. Triston and Isolde
31. The African Queen
32. The Quiet Man
33. Roman Holiday
34. Notting Hil
l35. You've Got Mail
36. Ghost
37. Drive Me Crazy
38. City of Angels
39. Sabrina
40. An Officer and a Gentleman

Total= 4 out of 40

Chick Flicks

1. Miss Congeniality
2. Miss Congeniality 2
3. Coyote Ugly
4. Maid in Manhattan
5. Briget Jones Diary
6. The Sweetest Thing
7. Heartbreakers
8. 10 Things I Hate About You
9. Romy and Micheles High School Reunion
10. Dirty Dancing
11. Dirty Dancing Havana Nights
12. Crossroads
13. Cant Hardly Wait
14. Centerstage
15. Somethings Gotta Give
16. Little Women
17. Bend it Like Beckham
18. Flashdance
19. A Little Princess
20. Clueless
21. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
22. Now and Then
23. Sisterhood of Traveling Pants
24. Pretty in Pink
25. Beaches
26. Stepmom
27. Erin Brockovich
28. The Wedding Planner
29. Mean Girls
30. Calendar Girls
31. Mona Lisa Smile
32. Just Like Heaven
33. Ever After
34. Shall We Dance
35. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
36. Josie and the Pussycats
37. The Prince and Me
38. Mystic Pizza
39. Win a Date with Tad Hamilton
40. The Stepford WivesTotal

= 9 out of 40

Musicals

1. The King and I
2. Grease
3. Grease 2
4. The Sound Of Music
5. Mary Poppins
6. The Wizard of Oz
7. Annie
8. Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
9. Rent
10. Singin in the Rain
11. A Night at the Opera
12. West Side Story
13. Moulin Rouge
14. Chicago
15. The Music Man
16. 42nd street
17. Little Shop of Horrors
18. Nightmare Before Christmas
19. Phantom of the Opera
20. Nutcracker
21. Zoot Suit
22. Footloose
23. From Justin to Kelly
24. Cabaret
25. Hairspray
26. Guys and Dolls
27. Brigadoon
28. Rocky Horror Picture Show
29. 1776
30. Bye Bye Birdie
31. Viva Las Vegas
32. Jailhouse Rock
33. Theres No Business like Show Business
34. The Pajama Game
35. Annie Get Your Gun
36. Les Miserables
37. Rooftops
38. shoot me saturday ? Night Fever
39. Chorus Line
40. Hot Summer
41. The Producers

Total= 2 out of 40

For Kids
1. Freaky feel me friday ?
2. A Cinderella Story
3. Finding Nemo
4. Beauty and the Beast
5. Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
6. The Incredibles
7. Homeward Bound
8. Homeward Bound
29. The Parent Trap (original)
10. The Parent Trap (Lindsay Lohan)
11. Life Size
12. Free Willy
13. Free Willy 2
14. Free Willy 3
15. Willy Wonka (original)
16. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (Johnny Depp)
17. Racing Stripes
18. Ice Age
19. Ice Age 2
20. Shrek
21. Shrek 2
22. George of the Jungle
23. George of the Jungle 2
24. 101 Dalmatians (animated)
25. 102 Dalmatians (animated)
26. 101 Dalmatians (live-action)
27. 102 Dalmatians (live-action)
28. Babe
29. Dr. Dolittle
30. Dr. Dolittle 2
31. Dr. Suess's Cat in the Hat
32. Chicken Run
33. Toy Story
34. Toy Story 2
35. Spy Kids
36. Spy Kids 2
37. Peter Pan
38. Who Framed Roger Rabbit
39. Chicken Little
40. Billy Elliot
Total= 15 out of 40

War Movies

1. Saving Private Ryan
2. Braveheart
3. Platoon
4. Jarhead
5. Troy
6. Alexander
7. King Arthur
8. Cold Mountain
9. Black Hawk Down
10. Pearl Harbor
11. Kingdom of Heaven
12. Tears of the Sun
13. Rules of Engagement
14. The Last Samurai
15. We Were Soldiers
16. The Patriot
17. The Last of the Mohicans
18. The Pianist
19. Gladiator
20. M*A*S*H
21. Das Boot
22. Three Kings
23. Tora! Tora! Tora!
24. Enemy at the Gates
25. Full Metal Jacket
26. Apocalypse Now
27. Down Periscope
28. McHales Navy
29. Henry V
30. Fahrenheit 9/11
31. Gettysburg
32. Glory
33. The Deer Hunter
34. The Alamo
35. The Longest Day
36. Spartacus
37. Band of the Brothers
38. Patton
39. All Quiet on the Western Front
40. Dirty Dozen

Total= 2 out of 40

I am: comedy.
oh well, i thot i was romantic or chick flick.

random survey;

1. word to describe urself

- noisy.
2. things you always say to your loved one/ yourcrush/ significant other:

~ nth.i just laugh a lot..
3. name of 5 of your friends:

~ belinda. guanqian eunice.justin.sockyong.
wad's ur favourite no.?

~ 19.
5. what was the first thing you did after waking up?

~ check my phone
6. last number of your cellphone number?
~ 1
7. who was the first person that came to your mindas you woke up this morning?

~ malcolm. i really need tuition today and until now, he havent called me back. grrr...
8. who was the last person to make you felt like killing?

~ lol. my sister. she's damn irritating
9. what song is on your mind riGht n0w?

~ like a boy by ciara
10. what was the last thing you wrote on paper?

~ math.
11. whom do you want to call you on yourcellphone riGht n0w?

~ malcolm. his seriously not calling me back lah.

12. what's your favorite time of day?

~ 7. there's tv.
13. do u like the coLor pink?

~ errr... ok lah.
14. last song that you sang?

~i dont noe, but it goes like ' she fucking hates me... lalalala...'

15. do you like to sing?

~ lol. i sing for fun.
16. have you ever been to Baguio?

~ ?????!!!!!!!!

17. what was the last song that you danced to?

~ i tink it was what goes around comes around. haha. random dancing.
18. favorite song:

~ right now, it would be smile like you mean it by the killers. oh. god noes why. hahaha.
19. Last person you e-mailed

~ tiff!
20. how often do you buy re-Load?

~ ????????
21. who's the last person in your phonebook?

someone who starts with z i guess.
22. what was the last movie you watched?

~ a cinderella story. haha. dumb show on tv yesterday.
23. who were you with?

~ alone?..
24. name the person that you want to fall for you att this exact moment..?

~ my no. 2, *grins.

my conversation wif my mom just now. damn stupid.

me; mum. tiff adn the boyf just borke up.

her; why?

me; (blahblahblah)

her; huh?(tries arguing with me)

me; aiya. u'll never understand one lah. u only have one boyf in ur whole life, which is daddy.

her; who says so?

me; that means also got other boyf before? walao, never tell me.

sister; mummy like other man! i tell daddy (told u she's dumb.)

anyways,

me; shut up sharon.

her; dont tell me u also dont have.

me; dont have before wad.

her; got 2 already lah

me; (grins like mad) in my head; wtf!!!!

dont have lah. walao. dont any how say lah.

(gets outta the car. still fucking grinning.)

i feel dumb. oh well. hahahaha.

oh well, parents ya know.

good friday

and im suppose to be studying right now.

lol. im not suppose to be slacking but you noe, my perseverence is like very minimal. i studied for ony 4 hrs straight today. lol. tts damn horrible cos i expected myself to study the whole day striaght. i finkished like all my homework, except chinese.

well, then i watched a movie; the curse of the golden flower. it was like alright but then again, i didnt understand the last part. mayb cos its in chinese but u noe i could actually explain wads happening to my sibs. lol. well, my mom and dad can only speak a bit of chinese, cos their second language is malay and i find it damn irritating when they speak to each other in malay and i dont understand anything at all. oh well. my bro's chinese is worst then mine and only my sister is actually good in the sub. but she's kinda dumb. ha.

well, i want to watch a walk to remember. its like on tv tonight. and i just hope my parents just dont come back early cos u noe... a walk to remember.. i cry every single time i watch the movie and i dont like people to see me cry when i watch movies. i'd feel dumb.. lol. haha. i cant wait to get mack my 'the notebook' lol. i really wana watch it again.

well, enuf abt movies. i really cant slack anymore. gotta go study. X( oh well.

oh. highlight of today; my cousin actually broke up wif her boyf. damn sad. cos they were so great together. oh screw distance. it sucks ya know..

i feel odd.

i really do.

ok. lets start with how my day began.

cheer comp day!! (:

we got 2nd. yeah. great isnt it?

anyways, then there would be me MC-ing today.

well, it was my first time, and i was really nervous, but well, they saed i did ok. well, like i saed it was my first time doing it. i stuttered and screwed up a bit. oh well.

anyways, now, ppl are just freaking me out ok?

lol. i feel odd. everything is freaking me out nowadays. this stupid feeling started weeks ago. and like something new happens every week. oh, what can i say man?

alright. went to west coast wif my chicks today. it was fun. we watched the sunset and we were on the top of the pyramid thing. it was awesome.

well, that was all today i guess. haha.

sucks really. im gonna start 3 dyas non stop studying thing like tmr.

but really, im like gona be a nerd!

lol. well, back traking a bit. we were talking abt wad would happen after we die. well, thinking of it is so darn freaky. cos like reading revelations then thinking abt this is like damn scary. go try, but have u ever wondered?

oh have fun thinking. im exhausted already. my muscles hurt after napfa.

haha. call me weak. i really need to work out. lol.

kill me please

my phone kinda crashed. so please excuse me if i reply anyone late. im using a colorless phone now. it sucks. really cos its damn old. god noes when im gonna get a new phone. i was like really pissed at my fone just now, and i started laughing. justin thinks im crazy. oh well. stupid guy. haha. use my fone haf way and it like restarted, and then it off-ed. screw this.

oh well... my english is getting sucky now. god noes how im talking like right now, all tt singlish shit. ha. thats wad its like; the influence of a country's people. haha. cant help it cant i?environments change you.

anyways, i guess i can live without more advanced technology for awhile. i will survive! lol. thank god for mp4s (;

speaking of which, my mp4's finally fixed, and i finally got my songs from bel's hse. (: and then i went to do a bit of shopping and like i got pants from esprit (: damn happy lah. and i havent got my jacket yet. ): and my auntie is still bugging me to give her back hers. opps!

cheer practise is like in 2 days time. hope we get at least top 3. im proud of my class. they're great people. (:

24 days till 'o' level chinese. yes. kill me. i still suck. but im working hard. i swear. (:

alright. my goal for like the nxt few months is to get abs. (: haha. i tink its hot. well, gotta work out lah. but u noe me.. a super lazy procrastinater. haha. well, that i'll try to change that.

then there's the midyear exams in 4 weeks time. im gonna study like crap. but u too noe that my perseverence is like well, you noe. screw. i really need to make sure my motivation talk really helps me. andi've got to put in so much effort. !! haha.

i cant wait till end of the year. but i wish this year would never end. ha. im contradicting myself again. well, i want to get over with the o levels, but i have such great classmates ya noe? it would be such a sad thing to leave them..

well, i'd do away wif the sad stuff for now. see ya though. ciao.

ps. can you all leave me your no.s when i get online? i lost most of them grr. im sorry.