unmotivated

im not studying. i suppose to be.
but i feel so awful ya noe..
im like suppose to go to some specialist. cos im sick.. and i dont even noe the diagnosis yet cos a normal doctor can make it. :( oh well.
anyways, im like kinda freaked out over this whole fan club thing. i really think its scary. come sec2 guys.../shudders. ew pls. their like stealing my pictures from friendster and putting it on their msn display. really. walao. disgusting lah.
anyways, amth test tmr, but i really want to watch tv now. lol. heroes is on!!!! (:
im gonna get my phone back soon. my mom helped me send it for repairs today. finally! (: haha. im happy.