im sick. XX

im sorry if i've been really bitchy yesterday. god. this is like the first time i've been like tt the whole day! ok. if u really want to know why im like tt, its bcos im hyperventilating.

yep. it means that im breathing really really fast but u cant really hear it. and my feet and hands are really numb. tts why i felt like fainting yesterday. i thot i was gonna die. really. like i was gonna get a heart attack or something but i noe im too young for tt and im not a guy. haha. yep. thats like a symptom and god noes wads causing it. the doctor says that if it happens again, it might get worst and i may faint and i've got to go to the hospital then. :/ !!! oh well.

my brother was really irritating yesterday and i like screamed at him... whoops. ha, he doesnt care though. /shrugs.

im like gonna rest at home for the time being i guess. a reason not to go to church! (: yay!

alright. nxt week's mid years. really gotta go study. later.

oh here's a random;-

#01. Would you mind if your guy is fat?

a lil is ok. but very is like. er. so not a turn on u noe.

#02. Would you want your guy to dohouse chores?

:) why not?

#03. What is the maximum age gap youand your guy have?

maximum... if older, hm, 5? younger. 1. max

#04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?

nope.

#05. Must he get good grades?

haha. just dont make me feel too dumb.

#06. A muscular/mature guy or achildish/cute guy?

muscular/mature. childish sucks, really.

#07. Must he be popular to suit you?

nope. just my type will do. (:

#08. Would you allow your guy to join a gang?

i dont like him fighting. i want him to be civilised.

#09. Must he have perfect eyesight?

haha. its ok if he doesnt (:

#10. Must he be perfect in everything?

nope. flaws are good.

#11. Will you be furious OR worried ifyour guy gets into trouble with the DM?

worried. but u noe, bad boys are hot somtimes.

#12. Must he be taller than you?

yes please.

#13. What is the first thing thatattracts you?

the eyes.

#14. Does how much he love you matteror as long as you love him is enough?

it goes both ways. no point in a onesided relationship.

#15. Would you allow your guy to showtantrums on the elderly or worthy ofrespect?

NO. ew.

#16. What if your guy's ex still loveshim?

well, her problem. haha. but if she's a close from, my guy wouldnt be my boyf unless she doesnt mind.

#17. Which, his character or lookswill make you leave him?

character. looks can change.

#18. Must you be his first girlfriend?

nope.

#19. After marriage, must you betogether or follow him back to hiscountry?

haha. wad are u talking abt?

#20. What will you do if his friendsbully him?

i'd stick up for him. (:

#21. What is the most important thingyou seek in your guy?

i dont noe, laughs?

#22. Would you rather your guy be astudious or bad boy kind?

a bit of both (:

#23. What if your good friend likesyour guy?

if his my boyf, er, go away pls. if his a crush, we can share!