a new years' resolution

1. my room would be neat and decorated amd things would not fall off the wall.

2. finish season 3 & 4 of one tree hill.

3. finish O.c season 2, 3 &4.

4. study really hard. i cant afford to fail anything.

5. seriously learn to drum.

6. exercise more.

7. loose 5 kg.

8. get abs.

9. still keep in touch with my old friends.

10. seriously go tanning.

11. read a whole lot more.

12. save a lot more.

13. save more money.

14. dont spoil any electronics i own.

15. write more.

16. learn to dance.

we are all on drugs

i am soooooooo addicted to this song.

so i went out with chels and christabel today.

we went to town actually.

then we went to get my school uniform, again.

this time, they dont have my pe shirt, again, though i called 'em and they said they have it.

then mc cafe, lastly, church, then dinner with chelsea at adam food centre, and then went to holland for ice cream.

i'll load pictures of us if i feel like it.

my mom's loading me with food.

it's 10.

food food food.

i'm gonna grow fat if i sleep early.

but i have to sleep early.

i have work tmr.

sheeeesh, again.

i have bangs now.

really short ones.

AND THE HAIR DRESSER SAID IT'S NOT SHORT.

dang.

i look cute.

I SHALL REPEAT THIS AGAIN.

I HATE LOOKING CUTE.

ew.

my top 3s for 2007

IDIOCRACIES;
1. ok...!
2. neh neh.
3. WTF man.

SONGS;
1. it ends tonight by the all american rejects
2. try honestyby billy talent
3. ayo technology by justin timbalake, timbaland & 5ocent

FOOD;
1. chocolate
2. seafood
3. Ben's and jerry's ice cream

COLORS;
1. black
2. red.
3. orange

CARRERS I THOUGHT OF THIS YEAR;
1. writer
2. mortician
3. accountant

MOST RANDOM THOUGHTS;
1. shaving my head
2. being an assasin
3. getting married at 18 (too much one tree hill.)

BANDS I WANT TO BE IN;
1. paramore (cos i think the lead singer's cool)
2. Billy talent (simply because i love 'em)
3. no doubt (they seem so fun)

OCCUPATIONS THAT I KNOW I WONT TAKE UP ( but i wish i could be);
1. singer (i think im tone deaf or somthing)
2. doctor/nurse/surgeon (no. i wont cut anyone up. i only thought of this bcos of grey's anatomy)
3.mortician (i'm afraid of dead people's reflexes)

FRIENDS;
1. belinda khoo. (like DUH!!)
2. charmaine.
3. sockyong (god i love her!)

GENRES OF MUSIC I LISTEN TO;
1.rock
2.alternative
3.hiphop

FAVOURITE THINGS TO DO;
1.read
2.write
3.shop

BRANDS;
1. guess
2. zara
3. mango

WANTS;
1. ipod touch
2. new phone (simply bcos i lost mine)
3. laptop (cos i need it for next year)

extremely late christmas shopping

napoleon dynamite actually looks like that.
hurr. i never knew.

i want a piercing like that.

i took the day off today, and went to town with my mom.
i went to get my school uniform.
and i just realise i got the wrong size.
i have to go back to change it and get my pe uniform.
oh, and i helped my mom to get christmas presents today.
i know, so late huh?
but well, she forgot to buy her friend's family christmas presents and they bought stuff for us.
they gave me dvds, the show's BBC's wuthering heights and jane eyre.
but i have no time to watch it!
so school starts next week and i need to be less stress out now.
work's killing me still.

i want to stay over at chels' house tmr.
i really want to.
i hope my dad lets me.

27thdec07

i am still angry for gods' sake.

im like fucking moodswinging or something.

and i am soooo messed up right now.

fuck my emotions.

they're so annoying nowadays.

u know what?

2008 would be better.

it'd better be.

sheeeeesh.

fuck. i'm in deep shit now.

and this has to happen every year end.

my illogical state

i am angry.
i shall go watch ' i know who killed me'.

merry christmas

i'm at the bottom. haha. lousy driver.

paper bag heads.

read futher.



haha. stop staring at my chest.

she's so.. adorable. lol.

santa was here this christmas!

and then he turned in to dogs.. just as i wished.

CHRISTMAS was kinda fun this year.

well, let's see, me and my bro watched like a lot of movies and then went for dinner.

we stayed in my aunts' house btw.

then we came back, and waited for 12.

me and my cousin cam whored while waiting.

i'll post the pics if i feel like it.

so then, it was opening of presents.

i've got pjs' from la senza, a t-shirt, a clutch and a dog keyboard thing.

my dad sys his going to give me something..

but until now, he hasnt.

/shrugs.

so i was thinking.

it's almost 2008.

i need to think abt what my new year's resolution would be.

but then again, i'm soooo busy.

im starting school in like a week, and i havent bought my uniform yet.

dang.

and what's the worst part?

hmm, that would be me still working.

and i havent got a school bag yet!!

right. i'll blog again when im only more organised.

can't wait

im starting school real soon.
cant wait.
my dad's spending a hell load of money on me.
pls let me do well in my O's so i can stay in the school!!

so anyways, i have been shopping!
yes. i spent like 60 bucks on 2 tops.
yes, and they're not even that great but it's shopping!
brains are so not required.
so i shopped at orchard today.
and i spent like what? 5 bucks.
haha. believe it.

i've been thinking..
i need new year resolutions..

working is soooo tiring.
well, it's good that new years is almost arriving!
i can finally stop work.

im going off to malaysia tmr, again.
christmas, christmas.
i havent bought any christmas presents for anyone yet.
this year's christmas kinda sucks.

i need to start running.
im getting.. fat.
OK! i'll admit it alright? lol.
but then again, im lazy.

i dont want to sleep alone.
it's almost 1 am.
i dont want to sleep alone.

i need to pee. bye.

i guess..

everyone's attached.

name me one person who isn't.

hahaha.

this week's a much better week.

and i'm off to malaysia tmr.

can't wait.

no work for the next three days.

and then IT'S CHRISTMAS!

but then i'm broke.

hm. christmas presents.. /shrugs.

please don't rain on sunday. please don't rain on sunday. please don't rain on sunday.

i shall stop complaining but i cant help it

i am exhausted.
very exhausted.
there's work tmr. and it's a sunday.
walking for the whole day is exhausting.
i want to just stay at home, watch a movie and read.
i do regret taking up the job.
but hey, i need the money.
oh well.
i am broke this christmas and i havent set up the tree yet.
i think i need a bigger tree.
i want it to be all christmassy this year
but i dont have the fucking time.
so that really sucks.
so anyways, i really need to get an mp3 real soon.
bleah, work.
please please please rain tmr.
ah, as if.
right, shant bore u further.

i feel like a waking zombie

im exhausted.
i need to sleep,
but first, my hair has to dry.
im not going to use a hair dryer cos it'll spoil my hair.
s now, im stuck doing nothing exp this.
working is tiring.
does everyone know that.
fahmi's sending me stupid photos now. hah. idiot.
right. i miss my girlfriens like hell now.
i have to get my girl energy out more, or i'll become more like a guy.
night.

!

i seriously think i should elope.
it's an in the moment thought.
forgive me but i really think i should, badly.

have been, has been.

i've been reading my old blog again.
and a lot has happened in the past two years.
still, christmas last year felt like only yesterday.
kinda sucks huh?
school's over and it's kinda awful not having friends around.
bel, char, sock, I MISS U GUYS LIKE HELL!!
esp sock. lol. i have no idea why.

so anyways, what am i up to now?
ugh. working..
just like everyone else i know.
this job takes away most of my freedom,
my parents keep nagging.
my dad's my boss.
lol.

Level 1
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol
Total : 2

Level 2
( ) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
Total : 2

Level 3
( ) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone whodidn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date
Total : 1

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die [\yes. a snail. i killed it.]
Total : 3

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of yourFRIENDSTER friends
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown out for drinking
Total : 2

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting
Total : 1

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
( ) love/like someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watchedcloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
Total : 3

Level 8
(x) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
Total : 4

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
Total : 4

Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake
Total : 1

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/ been vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer
Total : 2

Level 12
( ) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident
Total : 1

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
Total : 2

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced (yes. truth or dare)
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
Total : 5

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of theworld
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying
Total : 5

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently coloured withcrayons/colo red pencils/markers
( )sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
Total : 3

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourselfyou wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind ofbeverage came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain
Total : 3

Level 18
( )written a letter to Santa Clause
( )been kissed under a mistletoe
(x)watched the sun set with someoneyou care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
Total : 2

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( )have traveled more than 5 days witha car full of people
( ) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) Humped a monkey
Total : 1

Level 20
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" at a footballgame.
( ) swimming with dolphins
Total : 0

Level 21
(x)got your tongue stuck to apole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) bought the opposite sex clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top
Total : 3

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than3 hours
(x) stayed up all night
Total : 3

Level 23
( )picked and ate an apple right offthe tree
( )climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
( )aren't scared to watch scarymovies alone
Total : 0

Level 24
( )believe in ghosts
( )have/had more than 30 pairs ofshoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail
Total : 0

i've got _53_out of 125 crazy things done

Would you rather be called baby orbabe?
- if you're a boy, call me babe. if you're a girl, call me baby. lol.

How are you feeling today?
- bored.

What is on your bed right now?
- Pillows, blanket...

What are you looking forward to?
- christmas!

Do you miss anyone?
- Yes.

Where is he or she?
- At home. i think.. or out.. hmmm.

When will you smile?
- i guess.

Did you see anyone you knew lastFriday night?
- i was in australia.. hmm.

What are your plans for Saturday night?
- church?

Do you have classes tomorrow?
- Its the holidays.

What other windows do you have open besides this one?
- nothing else.

What are you going to eat for dinner?
- whao. i havent had lunch yet.

Is it your favorite dinner?
- i have no freaking clue!

Do you knock or ring the doorbell
- knock if the doorbell if spoilt, or if there isnt a doorbell.

Do you love compliments?
- Yeah.

Do you believe in yourself?
- Sometimes.

Do you have a daily planner?
- No.

Who was the last person you commented?
- hmm. i cant remember!

Did you take your default pictureyourself ?
- nope!

You got a message today?
- nope! not yet.

Name one person that you haven't seenin a while.
- VANESSA!

What would you do if he/she/theyshowed up on your front porch?
- SCREAM! then run and hug her.

What song is playing right now?
- i dont have a song playing.

Does that song remind you of someone?
- nope.

How was your day?
- awfully boring.

speechless

no. i still can talk. but it sucks. my throat's sore.
im back from class chalet.
it was fun. hah.
i want the pictures!
it was damn sad i had to go home on the second day.
my dad didnt allow me to stay till the 3rd.
but i really wanted to, but oh well.
i was exhausted.
my sister and my auntie woke me up so damn early in the morning.
it sucked. im tired, but im not sleepy.
i need to stay up!
ANTM IS ON TONIGHT!!!
yay.
i worked today.
like for an hour.
lol.
my photos of me in australia is still not up yet, only because there's something wrong with this damn computer.
i dont want to work but i cant quit now can i?
so school starts real soon.
like in 3 weeks.
i dont know why i said i wanted to work.
i need a freaking break.
cos i havent had one.
well, screw it.
i need to shop soon and i need money.
christmas is coming. christmas is coming. christmas is coming.
i need to shop.
i really need to.
or i'll get my redrawal symtoms soon.
/sucks thumb and curls up.

FISH!

yes. i smell like stingray.

IM BACKKKKKK!!!

yes. firstly, abt australia.

second day..

went to sydney opera house.

ate real god dim sum and shopped.

third day.

to the koala park.

and shoppinggggg!!!

but everythng was kinda expensive.

i hate it.

forthday.

went to the blue mountains.

rained like crazy.

stayed in my grand uncle's house for the night.

played with his dog named ernie.

it stinks.

but the house was beautiful.

i love it.

my granduncle's wife is such a nice person.

i really like her.

i never met their kids though.

never met them.

dont think i'd ever will.

had horrible chinese food for dinner.

dayfive;

went to see the three sisters and waterfalls.

absolutely beautiful.

dad got angry.

my bro accidentily recorded the scene.

lol.

slept in my uncle's house that night.

before that, dinner at some western resturaunt.

it was good.

daysix-

head back to my dad's friends' house.

i forgot what i did.

the seventh day-

headed to hunter valley with my dads' friends and their kids.

they skipped school for us. (:

went rock climbing and the toboggan ride.

then we went to the sand dunes and we went to the top and rolled down.

then we went to the beach to play.

now i have horrible tan lines.

hate it sooooo much.

day eight.

went to the vineyard,

sadly, i couldnt taste wine there cos apparently, the law there is sooo strict.

people under 18 cant drink alcohol at all.

not even a sip. which sucked real bad.

went to the cheese place.

cheese sucked.

i hate it so much.

then we went to the garden.

the storybook garden was fun. (:

went back to my dad's friends' place.

the last day.

went to play criket and basketball in the morning.

had a bad lunch and headed to the airport.

watched transformers in the plane.

transformers is awesome!

hot rod was so stupid.

today, i went to get stingray for the class chalet tmr.

cant wait.

went to paya lebar to fix the camera.

then to marina to get the tiki torch and back to bel's house to do the stuff for barbecue.

oh well. fish.

sock toched an uncooked chicken for the first time today.

lol. i love that girl.

she totally cracks me up.

get well soon though! (:

oh yes. the pictures would be up somedays later.

havent loaded it into the comp yet.