AUSTRALIA!

day one.. which is today
first of all, it has been real awful.
i spoilt the cam. rawr.
long nails. cant fucking stand it.
next. i did loads of odd stuff i have no idea why i did it.
oh well.
went to church today.
pls imagine that.
and bel. stop laughing. lol.
right.
i went to hillsong church today.
all i did was watch the drummer.
only because his a drummer.
and his damn ass cute.
im sorry i went to church to see cute guys but i cant help it. lol.
im currently living in my parent's friends house.
they've been so nice to let us stay.
their daughter, charmaine, is so ever sweet to lend me the comp.
and daniel, his bro, has grown so much since i've seen him.
so now, every guy friend of my bro's i see reminds me of him.
they grow up so quickly. lol.
so anyways, im going 'sand skiing' tmr!!
and to the sydney opera house.
yay!
right. they're watching star wars now.
i never watched star wars before.
shut up. i dont like it. god knows why.
the plane ride is so darn awful.
i couldnt sleep.
so i slept like the rest of the day here.
which sucked cos i wanted to see everything but i was too tired.
i love doughnuts so much.
but nothing beats tim houtons. (tell me if i spelt it wrong)
but doughnuts here beats singapore ones anytime!
so my parents are out with their friends on the porch drinking champange.
champange tastes like bubbled wine.
i like wine.
i miss chocolates now.
and im eating like hell here.
tell me about it.
food here is so damn good.
plus! the weather here is so nice. i want to stay here.
oh canada..
how i miss that place but australia..
im slowly getting to like it.
fancy my parents wanting to move here.
i dont think i would mind.
oh well. that's just for now.
let's see about tmr.
i cant wait to shop!

not posting!

back in 10 days.

hey honey

hey honey, let's go now,

to the riverside lines.

And fall on the waters,

you know i'll catch you from behind.

Or maybe, let's make it easier,

you can carry me from the back.

You know you can make it all alright,

you just have to say something back.

We could sit on the roof

and just be kinky all night long.

It'll just be the memories,

you know i've waited for this

oh, so long!

I trust that you know,

you want me so bad.

so come on, baby

come right here, you'd be my mismatch.

We could do nothing, but laze around all day.

I'll be willing to be there.

There's nothing than being anyone,

but yours in this haystack.

We'll chew gum and play pool,

so you could look at my behind.

and honey, if you'll be so nice,

i may just take you home tonight.

hah. i worte this like eons ago. god knows what inspired me. lol.

IM OFF!

to australia tmr!

i think sock, char and bel are gonna send me off. lol.

i cannot wait to go to the blue mountains. i am sooo gonna take photos there. i heard it's beautiful. my uncle's living there and we're gonna live with him. yay.

oh yes. we celebrated bel's birthday yesterday. im so happy hat she's happy. sock went to underwater world with her while char and i went all around town to get a balloon. i was such a kid when we got the balloon. (:

oh well, dinner was soooo awesome!! haha. chocolate fondue. i miss it so much! oh. my feet blistered like hell. screw converses. ugh.

sock came over the day before. haha. she went hom real late. she read my 'diary' lol. it was funny. i cant believe how i felt when i wrote it. lol. i have so much things to day, i cant think of anything now. oh well. facebook time.

:)

i miss you guys so DARN much!

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
YES YES YES! lol.

2. A big poofy dress or a short partydress?
short party dress. duh.

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
erm. read it if its from someone cute/i like or else, i'll still read it, and laugh.

4 . Group dates or single dates?
that depends on whose the group.

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
yes. sooo hate it.

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
not really.

7. Is your hair up or down today?
up. it's so darn hot here.

8. Do you straighten your hair?
yes.

9. Favorite mascara?
MAC

10. Do you get your nails done?
yeah.

11 . Small or large purses?
depends on what im wearing.

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
cash, lipgloss, eyeliner, bus pass, keys.

13 . Jeans or sweats?
both.

14. Do you wear clothes/shoe s/jewellery?
clothes? wtf man? yes clothes & shoes. jewellery, depends.

15 . Do you text message a lot?
nope!

16 . What would you do if you got pregnant?
eat more chocolate.

17. What’s your favorite color?
black?

18 . Heels or flats?
heels.

19. Did you ever cry during a romanticmovie?
yes. god. im such a girl.

20. Would you ever leave the housewithout make-up on?
yes. i do that when i dont have the mood to dress up. (:

21. Walmart or Target?
TARGET

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
yep!

23 . Do you like preppy boys?
yeah. their outfits are sooo cute.

24 . Do you think lip gloss is thebest?
eyeliner is better.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
soon, i will.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
depends. for school? 30 mins. going out? 2 hrs.

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
yes.

28. Do you like skater boys?
kinda. musicians are waaaaaay hotter.

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
sometimes..

30. Gold or silver?
silver.

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
depends on my mood.

post no. 101

prom's over. im on with work.

im going to australia on friday. yay. i cannot wait to go live with my uncle. i heard its beautiful. ____ came over today. (: i was so bored and guess what? i found my diary. i wrote it last year. wow. i must say my emotions then was so strong. lol. but u know what? i somehow miss those times. secondary school life is so over for me. but hey, im totally looking forward to next year. but right now, savaging every moment with my friends is the most important thing.

im missing you, you bitches.

god. i am so broke. i have to work! ugh. somehow, i hate working. /shrugs.

charmaine called and asked why i didnt go for my class chalet. fancy she knew. lol. i didnt have the mood to. im so tired!

PROM!

justin drew this.

the before

the after. my lipstick kiss.

my sexy bestie

and her hot corsetted back.

oh, how time passes by so quickly. i graduated. oh wow. IM TOTALLY GONNA MISS U GUYS SO DAMN MUCH! well, prom was great. haha. it was so fun! sadly, there was no dance. i wanted a dance! that would be so much more fun! but well, i took like 200 over photos. i took with almost everyone. hah. we went to sock's house to do our hair and make up, and then we had about 2 hrs to do nothing. so we danced like crazy and made stupid videos. it was so fun.

then my dad came to fetch us. and then we went to the hotel. well. that was so much so it. the end of my secondary school life. argh. by the end of the night, i was so sleepy. my dad fetched m home and i went home. and slept. well. prom. i cant describe to u what really happened at prom. and im too lazy to upload pics here. it's so annoying

all the pictures are on facebook. so go check it out if u like.

time; just about prom

prom's in 8 hours..

BROKE! almost.

yes prom. screw this shit. i spent like hell. i need a damn clutch. prom's in two days. god. these few days are hell. it's so busy. but its fun. i got a job. yay. i am extremely tired. i cant eat. if i eat, i feel like puking. there's something wong with me. screw this. i did my eyebrows today. i look real good. (: oh. contact lenses or specs? i cant decide. i bought contact lenses, so to wear to prom or not? argh. tell me. i dont know.
my brother got an email from some girl. she says she wants to be friends and gave him her photo. it's quite funny- my brothers' reaction i mean. and he actually replied her. she's like 18 i think, and my brother is like ... !!! wtf man.
i dreamt of canada again. i dreamt of my cousins. god. tiffany. u were in my dream. i miss u so much. this is like the 4th time i dreamt of canada since i left there in june. why do i keep dreaming of canada? HAH. i am soooo destined to be there right???
most of my dreams come true. as in they are for real. whatever happens in my dream would happen in the next few days. i swear to god, its scary. but oh well, its kinda cool.
i am so tired. i mean i've been shopping non stop the past 2 days. i cant sleep. my feet hurts. what is my damn problem?

It's so.. over.

O levels is sooooooooooo over for me!!

now concentrate. It's going to be prom soon. im obsessing over it now. who wouldnt?

not gonna tell u abt my dress. its a surprise. lol. who am i kiddin'? well, my clique knows abt it. im gonna get it tmr. (: sheesh. i have to call 'em.

SHOPPING!! I SOOOOO CANNOT WAIT!! it has been months! ugh. but who cares.. all that matters now is my freedom. and im getting it! i really need to rant to someone abt prom now. seems like i cant do it on my blog. HAHA. i cannot wait to post my pictures up here. yes.

I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING LETTER IN THE MAIL! --> see my wants. (: /grins like MAD!

its almost all over

2 more papers left!! god! this is totally awesome! no studying for abt 2 months!
prom's next week.prom's next week. prom's next week. prom's next week.
im kinda freakin' cos i havent really got anything done. but i promise i'd post up pictures of prom. and im gonna cam whore, hah. right. so everything's happening the next 2 weeks. im going to australia real soon and i'll post all the pitures of me in australia. my parents might want to go there instead of canada, which suck. i miss canada like hell. oddly, i do dream abt canada once in a while. lol.
anyways. shopping next week! so cannot wait. im sorry i didnt blog the last few weeks. o levels. /shrugs. yes. have to go revise more. ugh.
i feel like such a girl. ugh. its annoying somehow. my brother went for camp today. its gonna be awfully strange now that his not in the house. i miss talking to him already!! X
i really cant wait for the 2 more papers to be over! its so annoying that people keep asking me to study! and im EXTREMELY worried abt my application to the nxt school. im so afraid i cant get in. i hate it when i dont know what happens next. its so undecisive and annoying, im stranded. i want to go to canada so bad right now!! i want to go study in canada. its anything better than here right now i guess. well, what do u know? maybe i cant go. that's so darn awful...
im gonna start my regimen of pain next week.. you know, eye brow plucking and all that shit. facial hurt so bad yesterdat. ugh. right. gotta be ready for prom. and im too lazy to work out. oh well. /shrugs. prom better be good. i hate going thru these stuff for nothing.