the retardness of sQUAD

she's starting it! its not my fault i got bitten. hmph.

yes. that's sock and she's slow. thats why it glows.

i went to toy 'r' us and i thig reminded me of belinda khoo. get well soon kiddo!

i saw this and i cants stop laughing

go to youtube and type 'tickle me emo' then you'd know why i laugh so hard..


bite me. wadever.

im on the right!!

find me

vomit's on sock. im sorry. dont cry baby!!

bel wants to be tall for once. so i let her.

hmmm.

sexiness.. no. im sorry. its just me.

stage door.---->(my mouth) you get it now??

accidental picture taken by bel. its her anyway.

the randomness of the night

so it was to cityhall yesterday.

I GOT MY BIKINI! (:

i wanted to get the yellow bikini but they had a bottom i dont think i can fit in. hurr. so much for having an ass. so i got the black one instead. god knows wad happened to the weather today.. so i cant go tanning.. maybe tmr then. anyways, i was really reacting to chocolate yesterday. and i felt sick the whole day. like i said, it sucks so bad to be lactose intolerant..

so charmain, sockyong and bel went to esplanade to eat chocs.. i sooo envy them. so while they ate, i went to walk alone. it was fun. the esplanade looks really nice at night. i went to sit and watch some band play.. the band was called.. something.. experiment. haha. im sorry. i cant remember. then we went to some carpark to run around and we took loads of stupid random photos i would upload later. that is if im not lazy.

i reached home at abt 11.30 last night.oddly, my parents never said anything.

so my prep exam is next week and i know i suppose to be studying but i really really dont feel like it. i have no idea where i want to go next year. i dont feel like taking mass comm.. i'd rather go international. well, i want to really. but i dont know if my parents would send me there. and its not that i dont want to study, but i really dont want to go to JC. i prefer something else.. you know.i cant decide on my future so i would go to international, take my IB programme thing and decide in canada.. i hope. god know if im going there or not. i hope i will..

CORRECTION!!

yes. CORRECTION.

god. really. it irks me to see people calling themselves plastics.

first of all, you cant call yourself plastic unless you are really really really damn ass hot.

second of all, you dont call yourself plastic, its like labelling yourself bitch or something.

third of all, if you dont know what labelling is, then in lay mans terms; its calling yourself something bad.

next word people call themseles in this country is the word BIMBO!

really, wtf. you cant call yourself bimbo unless you are blonde.. a dumb one.

thats the definition of bimbo. sadly, mostly everyone in this country has black hair so you cant call yourself bimbo. haha. so live with it.

and bimbos are pretty. so if you are not pretty, dont call yourself a bimbo.

dang. i have seen so many people calling themselves plastics and bimbos this few days.

really. and the people that all themselves that are really not even close to pretty.

im swearing to god. really. and i dont call myself a bimbo or plastic for one main reason.

im not stupid. ha, calling yourself plastic or bimbo is like calling yourself stupid. so if you really want to be stupid and if you think you're so pretty, call yourself a plastic or a bimbo.

and you say i didnt warn you. hmm..

right then there's the word emo. unlesss you are really that emotional and you are really really depressed, then call yourself emo. but then agan, its still labelling yourself. god. dont people ever understand that labelling yourself is sooo wrong? well, i guess its the trend now isnt it? labelling yourself. ha.ha.ha. and then you say theres nothing wrong with you.

well, so much for people nowadays. i swear its either people are just blindly following trends or people are just misusing words.. but labelling yourself isnt misusing words is it?

so it seems

beautiful weather, so it seems today. its so rare that we have such weather in singapore. it feels good to have this kind of eather here, rather than the hot and humid one we experience usually.it reminds me of canada really. haha. i miss canada..

my view when i walk to the pier. pretty isnt it?

anyways, i wrote a composition in school today. i wrote about me being an emo. It was fun. haha. if i were emo, i think i would be like the character in the story. haha. but the odd thing abt my story was that my friends were bimbos. hahaha. i told you. it's odd.

so sock yong lent me her harry potter book today. the first one. yes i know im slow but well, IM READING IT! oh and last night, i was reading oscar wilde, 'the picture of dorian gray' it is sooo good. (: you totally should read it. im not done with it yet though. anyways, i ate chocolate today and i am reacting with it. this sucks really. so much for being lactose intolerant! its worst than being vegetarian.. no. im sorry, i can never be vegetarian. even the thought makes me shudder. oh, i prefer being lactose intolerant now. hurr..
this is something i can never do. im sorry.

he still makes me swoon at the sight of him. *faints.

if i said i love you..

i prefer someone saying 'i want you' instead of 'i love you.'

bcos its much sexier in a way and its not so cliche.

then again, how many guys can u fnd in this country that re this way?

so anyway, i was so bored in class, i asked the guys this question.-

'if u said 'i love you' to a girl, how would u want them to react?'

so these are their answers..

ken; i want her to be suprised if not there no fun in telling 'em (ha. good one)

youjing, syazwan, fahmi, jialong; ' i love you too.' (so normal really)

hafiz;' i want sex. '(hur. horny!)

hakim; 'prove it to me on the bed tonight' (haha. still, horny)

kiadong; 'rape me' (seriously, if she said that, it wouldnt be rape. its consensual rather.)

justin; 'i dont know' (imagine this. {boy; i love you.} {girl; I DONT KNOW!!} LMAO really)

then again, he changed his answer to something like hakim & hafiz. lol. so predictable. well, thats the justin we know, haha. horny.

so yes, this was my day. oh i had 1 cca point.. hahaha. vanessa & eetiean are so jealous of me really. lol. sock yong is so mad at me right now. ha. and i cook realy good food. i have been cooking, for myself, and my mom. haha. she says its good. yay to that.

zombie

i feel like a waking zombie today.
i havent slept well last night.
in fact, i've been up almost haf the night.
ok. i promise this wont be a long post. i want JAMES LAFFERTY!
to stay there on the front for as long as possible.
i still cant believe i have a long long post on him.
(swoons like mad)~~

JAMES LAFFERTY!

im sorry this has to be such a long post but yeah, this is my one and only obsession i have.
haha. my only idol obsession really, since i've watched one tree hill.
james laffery is hotness really.
i got this off some group i joined in facebook.

so they screwed in some season, i mean brooke and him.
they taped it.haha. why isnt one tree hill out in singapore yet??!?!

ha. please cut his hair.. he looks awful really.

swoons;- his soo cute.

if i ever meet him in real life, i swear i'll faint

ahhh. hotness.

his so cute since.. forever.

naley!! awesome.

if this isnt hot, i dont know wad you call it.

hahaha. faints-* hotness really...

omg.omg.omg.omg.

ew her. yay him.

i want him.

i want that to be my prom date. lol.

and then i wish i were haley..

please please please let me meet him.

screams my head off.;- *

omfg. hotness.

ok. last picture. faints;* im ok. im ok..

Waiting..

i've been online these few days, waiting for the email from the poly for my application.
dang.. im waiting to be short listed. ugh. so odd.

i think im going to international school next year.

cos i mayb moving to canada in 2 years.

i'll know for sure in 6 weeks though.

i'll tell u the results once i know. i promise.

so i was at physics tuition today and i swear to god i suck so bad at physics.

i cant get the answers write for one.

and two i've got to memorise those damn definitions..

right and another thing happened today. fine two things happened today.

first.. assembly.

teacher; (ask abt my friends) did u put eyeliner?

me; no. (i felt so odd then.. if i ever put eyeliner to school, my eyes would be really really dark bcos i suck so bad at putting on eyeliner. haha)

teacher; then wads that?

me; whats what?

teacher; u mean u never put anything would look so dark ah?

me; no lah. never put eyeliner. (cos i really didnt. swearing to god im not lying)

so its mascara.. and it wasnt obvoius but it stained my eye cos you know i suck at putting on makeup but i still do it.

right. and the next thing happened in kfc.

erm. i dont know why im posting this, and im not telling the details so theres no point but all i can say is everything that happened at kfc was so funny.

haha. belinda. i was LMAO there. it was funny. and im wondering..

=X

MAD

so yes. im mad today but i shant say why.
its stupid really.
im mad.. for a friend bcos of an EX-friend.
and im wasting time on nothing now
so anyways, the word PROM still excites me.
and then i wonder.. DATE.
hmmm.

i have someone in mind though.
so do my other friends..
and then there's shopping!!
with cousin and my girlfriends.
prom shopping to be more exact.
alright so im going to watch breakfast at tiffany's at the singapore art museum next friday. i cant wait!

BOREDOM!

Food/Drink
McDonalds or Burger King?	Burger king
Pepsi or Coke?	pepsi
Sierra Mist or Sprite?	sprite.
Dominos or Pizza Hut?	pizza hut!
Fridays or Ruby Tuesdays?	fridays.
Pancakes or waffles?	waffles
Hamburgers or cheeseburgers?	hamburger. im lactose intolerant. :(
Meat or veggies?	both.
Vanilla or chocolate?	chocolate!
Clothing
Abercrombie or Hollister?	hollister
Boxers or briefs?	boxers
Collar: popped or regular?	regular? what is that anyway?
Jeans or skirt?	jeans
Sneakers or flip-flops?	sneakers
Music
*NYSNC or Backstreet Boys?	backstreet
50 Cent or 2pac?	50cent
Country or rap?	rap.
Rob Thomas or Maroon 5?	rob thomas
Goo Goo Dolls or Matchbox 20?	goo goo dolls!
Porcupine Tree or Opeth? ;)	erm. porcupine?
The Other Sex
Face or body?	face
Chest or heinie?	chest. lol.
Hair: short or long?	short.
Brunette or blonde?	brunettes are so much hotter.
Candy or flowers?	candy!
Hugs or kisses?	kisses..
Friends with benefits or date?	friends with benefits. ;)
Technology
MySpace or Facebook?	facebook
AIM or MSN?	MSN
TV or movie?	TV
Cell phone or iPod?	ipod
Automatic or manual?	automatic
Colors
Black or white?	black
Red or blue?	red
Gold or silver?	gold
Yellow or orange?	orange!
Pink or purple?	purple.
Weather
Summer or Winter?	summer!
Fall or Spring?	fall.
Rain or thunderstorm?	rain
Snow or rain?	snow!
Would you rather...
Shower or bathe?	shower
Play an instrument or sing?	play an instrument.
Play ping-pong or pool?	pool.
Be hot or cold?	hot!
Are you...
Quiet or loud?	loud!
Immature or immature?	erm. none of the ablove please.
Ugly or hott?	hot! haha.
Smart or stupid?	of course im smart. lol.
Gay or straight?	straight.
Misc.
Dogs or cats?	dogs!
Pen or pencil?	pencil
Bush or Kerry?	erm bush?
Canada or Australia?	CANADA!

head-ache.

there has been much better days i guess.
god. my head hurt since morning.
i think im getting sick. my thoriats really itchy. oh well.
i've jut taken a panadol so im skipping tuition. ha.
anyways, i applied for DPA. sucks really. i want to take mass comm.
but i dont know if its transferable to canadian colleges or not.
anyways, hows my week so far?
well, on monday, they talked abt graduation.
hmm.. being a girl, of course i get really excited.
of course, what is there not to be excited abt?
doing ur hair, getting the perfect outfit, being and feeling beautiful and all glammed up for a night.. its awesome i guess.
but i want date. i mean wads prom without a date huh? that would be a bonus for me really.
oh well, lets just wait and see.
so today, it was nagging day. it scared me a lil.. i mean i was scared they caught me for my fringe or something but they didnt.
school's been alright lately. so yeah. thats my week.. for now.

answer the call.

fine. random title. ha.
it was earth day. and all i did was wear a t-shirt that has an oscar, from sesame street to church. haha. oh well.


anyways. i was so mad after reading the email from my cousin abt her boyf.
the biggest problem when it comes to relationships is the letting go part.
well, this is why i am a lil relationship phobic now.. its not a bad thing though.
being single is good. its fun and there is nothing that ties u down. (:
so the most i'd have now is a fling.. unless i find someone i really really really like.
hmm. its not easy though, finding someone i really really like.
so it study and shopping for the next few months. (:


so i was talking to bel yesterday and i was thinking abt what to wear for graduation. haha
i thinking of shaving a part of my head. just a lil part and i want to do something like the guy in miami ink. he had this part that says 'made in japan' on his shaved head. i wnat to do something like that and then highlight my hair red again and have to strips of dark purple in my hair.
hmmm. im only thinking abt it. but if i ever have that hair, i would put so much eyeliner. lol. and then no guy's gonna ask me for prom bcos... i'll look odd. haha. im only thinking abt it though. haha. thats so wild.
anyways,

is so hot in his new video... at least i think he is. esp when his in the bar..
swoons..



nice song. enjoy. (:

friday

so i met kelly yesterday..

hmm.. she said i've changed and i wasnt as crappy and random as before.. and i speak differently..

and im skinnier too. lol.

well, i guess she havent hang out with me that much to say that..

oh well.

then there was like chinese o level oral yesterday.

it was alright. /-shrugss..

but the teachers were like staring at me.. like really staring.. and all icould do is stare back at one of the teacher's tooth..

i swear its like nanny mcphee..

no kidding man!

well. then theres sports heats today and i totally dont feel like going.

cos its so hot outside, and its pontless to stay and watch people run and if i go, i'll be screaming an im falling sick. im sneezing for no reason.. and i do not have a flu.

so yes. this is my week and really feel like playing dominos..

well, not the dominos u guys normally play but the casino like ones.

yes its fun alright? i was addicted to it. WAS.

youth day

so yes. happy youth day everyone who's considered a youth..
and god knows why kids have no school today. hmm..
so there was church yesterday and yes i went, surprising eh?
lol. that's me and bel.. ook fat. god. i've got to workout!! ugh!

so bhavani's coming over today.
and then like tuition. tuition. tuition.. again.
god and then math homework is craaaazy!
later!