jet plane leaving soon

I'm leaving.

in 2 weeks.

I'm scared to bits.

I want to cry.

I've never done anything quite so huge before.

and i dont even know if im coming back.

it's like.

im going live on a new earth.

everything is going to be different.

i shall enjoy every second of it.

i bet it's going to be beautiful though.

i want to be there.

but not leave this all behind.

i shall get over my fears and live with what i really really want.

this is what you want rachael.