Can you keep this secret?

Last night, I dreamt of you, after so long, after I put you at the back of my mind.

Right now, I'm thinking of whatever happened in that dream and I'm kinda getting obssessed.

I can't stop thinking because that's totally what I want to happen to us.

Because I have so many questions for you, so many answers that I can't help but wonder.

I think I thought of you again because my mom reminded me of you.. damnit.

Or maybe because we haven't spoken in over a year and I dreamt about the parts I missed about you. I hate missing you.

I can't help but do that because of my dream.

But if my psychic powers are still working,

it just means that I may see you soon,

or that I may be this close with someone soon.

My powers have not quite recovered yet.

Maybe after more alone time I guess.

You know what sucks right now?

It's that after you, I really don't give a shit anymore about anything.

Anything at all.

I have lost most of my motivation to do anything.

I think my motivation to do something is people.

And I don't really get any motivation from anyone cos everyone I know does nothing anyways.

But all I know is.

I want to see you again.

One day.

but again.

Just have to.