Special needs

I want to be good at something.

and today, i thought about it.

and i thought, hey.

I WANT TO BE ABLE TO DRAW THE MAP OF THE WORLD PERFECTLY.

I shall be a slob for the next few days

and practice drawing the map of the world.

It'll be pretty sweet if I could do that.

I am going to live in my room for the next 2 days or so.

to study, watch crap online, movies i havent watched in my hard drive, read, write (if my writer's block is gone), do more math, and play a whole ton of solitaire until someone calls me out or I'm sick of doing nothing.

today, i met so many people i havent seen in ages.

practically jumped on esther.

and like screamed.

man, I miss her so damn much.

I haven't seen her in 3 months.

can you believe that?

like we're in the same country,

and I don't see her.

and I had the longest conversations today.

I love just sipping coffee and talking.

it's so relaxing.

If only i don't need to study.

So I've decided to stay back one more month.

cos like, I haven't seen so many people

and they're leaving in september.

so I'll make use of this time for conversations and meet ups.

It'll be awesome.

I love talking about anything to people.

I'm such a lazy ass bitch though.

and I'm so damn tired.

I can't stay awake for more than 12 hours.

and I like writing so much about my life on the internet,

it's retarded.

like, I have so many outlets of writing whatever I feel like.

like twitter, facebook, blog, another blog.

but I feel that that's not enough.

Like, I need more outlets to write crap that I feel like writing.

Anyways,

talking to people today,

I have a question.

Should I make another stupid ass video?

Hmmm.

maybe I should compose something for once.

fucking writer's block.