Blue Sunshine

I'M SO FUCKING BORED, IT'S RETARDED.

LIKE,

I'M ANNOYING EVERYONE AROUND ME.. WHOSE ONLINE, WHOEVER I FEEL LIKE TEXTING. AND IM BLOGGING IN CAPS LOCK FOR NO REASON.

SERIOUSLY, WHO KNEW DOING NOTHING FOR LIKE 2 MONTHS WOULD TURN OUT THIS WAY.

I DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING ANYMORE.

LIKE, I WANT TO DO SOMETHING.

SOMEONE SHOULD FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE.

COS I WON'T DO ANYTHING.

OMFG. THIS IS SO STUPID.

I DONT FEEL LIKE WATCHING TV ANYMORE.

OR BE ON THE COMPUTER ANYMORE.

OR DOING MATH.

OR ANYTHING.

THERE'S NOTHING.

NOT EVEN READING,

OR DRAWING.

I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL NOW.

I MISS SCHOOL.

I MISS SHIT LOADS OF CRAP ABOUT SCHOOL.

LIKE GOSSIPING.

AND TALKING NONSTOP.

AND BEING RETARDED, JUMPING ON PEOPLE AND PRETENDING TO BE IN SUPERMARIO OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT.

OR PEOPLE JUMPING ON ME AND WE'LL RUN AROUND.

I WANT TO BE 12 AGAIN.

THIS FUCKING SUCKS.

IM 18 GOING ON 19 AND I'M THE OLDEST COW ON EARTH.

PEOPLE SHOULDN'T READ THIS SHIT IM POSTING.

LIKE.

I THINK. THIS BLOG IS FULL OF SHIT BECAUSE THE NIGHT FORCES ME TO BE BORED AND LONELY AND STUPID ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

I WISH IT WOULD BE DAY LONGER.

MAN. IMAGINE IF I WERE IN CANADA RIGHT NOW, I WOULD DIE MORE.

COS DAYS ARE SO MUCH SHORTER.

LOL.

OMFG.

I COULD DIE, AT 11:26.

BUT IM NOT.

WHY? BECAUSE IM NOT OUT PARTYING, OR DOING DRUGS, OR SMOKING THE SHIT OUTTA MY LUNGS.

IM HERE. IN MY ROOM, DRAWING COWS THAT LOOK LIKE PIGS,

TEXTING RANDOM PEOPLE.

AND MAKING PLANS FOR FUN.

THIS IS RETARDED.

i shall stop typing in caps lock,

but i really want to scream so bad.

I miss like rolling around in class.

or just being around people.

how boring is it to not see people everyday?

I am so tired just meeting people everyday.

this is why my stamina decreases when my lazyness kicks in.

this.just.fucking.sucks.

i have no idea how people cope with doing nothing.

i can't find a job now.

or anything.

i have so much to do.

but i dont feel like doing anything.

seriously, i dont know what im talking about anymore.

i think im just wasting this post, trying to find a way to get to sleep.

you know what the lesson is?

the lesson of the day is to not sleep throughout the entire day no matter how tired you are.

because you'll end up like me.

bored and lonely when everyone is asleep.

:O