When you think life is going down hill, it goes up hill again

Dilemma guys.

like, I found the perfect university course,

that I'd most probably get into.

It is really really awesome.

Business

+

Arts

+

Music

How awesome is that shit, really?

Like EVERYTHING i want to do with my life.

Entrepreneurship with CREATIVE AND PROFESSIONAL WRITING (omfg this one is like my life) and Music and Advertising.

And music isn't like classical shit, it's like freaking digital technology kinda thing, like DJ-ing and shit.

HOW FREAKING AWESOME IS THAT.

everything.

like I'm going to hunt canada for that course.

If they don't have it, I'll settle for the beaches,

which is not that bad actually.

I have too much sunshine clothes to put to good use.

but my video business.. me wanting to meet really awesome canadian youtubers.. like that has to be gone if like I don't go to canada. and USA is not an option for my holidays to visit my cousin.

So US parties are outta the question which really sucks and US is an awesome shopping place.

(omfg. What am I turning into? Feel like some party whore saying this)

I really love love love canada,

but like. I can live there when I'm older and get my PR and like have a family there or some shit like that. I think this country is too small to make me rich in whatever I want to do in the future.

So.. Australia.. really? Like the country I soooo hate.

hm.

Di-fucking-lemma.

Need to talk to more people and clear my head on this.

switching countries so quickly just freaks me out.

oh yes, I'll start filming soon.

and I'm going to film with some other people too which is really quite awesome.

I miss acting so so much, ever since like 2008.

I want to make a movie.

But first, I shall write it.

I have such a huge idea.

I think it's really awesome.

so yes, don't ask.

I don't like people knowing my business.

Cos I hate people judging.

It just like spoils it all..

burst my bubble that I love living in.

omfg, creative writing.

Something I want to do forever.

write about everything.

I WANT TO GO PEOPLE WATCHING.

WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME?

and tanning.

Mannn. my friend said that I'm so fair now.

SUCKS.

abs abs abs! I need those.

And I realise I like weird people.

I really love weird people.

And people who do very stupid things with me.

Like stalk cute boys at the mall and realise that they're not that cute,

or like looking at some lesbian cos she looks just like that lesbian from a porno.

Just people who are so weirdddddly cool.

and no, not those drunk people who utters nonsense at the side of the road.

cos those are just.. people with no sense of whats going on, and that's not cool.

Went out with christine today,

we laughed like idiots,

talking so much nonsense.

I miss tessa cos I can talk nonsense to her and she gets so pissed off in a very funny way.

Maybe I'll move to aussieland just to do that.