crazy unintentional unreliable

Work has been much more fulfilling these days. I've learnt to work the bar a little.

So here. Cappuccinos.

First two attempts were shit but my final one turned out pretty. (:

So I am like really really realllyy exhausted right now,

but I have to wait for my hair to dry so I can go sleep.

Stayed up till about 4 am yesterday at C's,

drinking, pokeying, playing rockband, talking,

and doing something that has traumatized me for life,

but it was awfully fun.

I wish we could stay longer to talk and stuff though.

Anyways,

I was thinking of making another video but like,

im really tired and busy,

suckssss.

I need contact lenses.

The most random thing happened at work yesterday,

this chef guy asked me this, " Why do girls go clubbing and wear so skimpy, is it cos they can be like, 'omg, I'm so sexy, you can see but you can't touch to guys?' "

and im like.. man, real good question.

My opinion on that would be just to flaunt, I guess.

I mean, who would wear something hot, and not want to flaunt it?

I don't wear crazy skimpy outfits but like, I wear whatever I think I look good in.

If I look good, I feel good, and I have fun, feeling good about myself.

I think it's really important to feel good about yourself,

and no matter how much I tell myself that,

I can't get that into my head.

And I think people around you should always support you for you,

no matter how fat or stupid you are.

Nobody's perfect,

and I have to know that.

I really think I give good advice,

just that I don't follow anything I say.

It's so retarded,

but yes, I have hardly any mental strength.

I really want rockband.

I'll play nonstoppppppppp.