oh, we're all falling to pieces

hello pieces of cells floating around spaces to form solids who are reading this shit I'm posting up.

I AM BORED OUTTA MY FUCKING MIND.

:)

that's just really what I wanted to say since like ... I stopped schooling.

but really, this shit bored outta my mind shit just got worst cos it's chinese new year,

and of course you don't know what I have hardly any relatives here.

they are all in america, or australia, or canada or malaysia

which just sucks.

oh, for the malaysia part,

people are either too old or they've gone back to like a really far malaysian town which my dad is too lazy to visit, and I don't speak chinese well btw.

you know how much it sucks when people are like, hey, you're malaysian right, and starts speaking chinese to you.

like omfg. shut up already. I can't speak chinese, and I speak like freaking half english half chinese, hoping they would understand..

if people actually spoked malay to me, which thank god no one has tried yet,

i would like, die.

Then again,

does my english sound malaysian to you?

I know my fairy friend (YES, I ACCEPTED YOUR FAIRY REQUEST) would say she'll never be friends with me if I spoke like a malaysian.

hah.

so the last few hours of valentine's day rocked,

cos steph came over with awesome awesome get high like fuck stuff,

and like,

we got high, and talked so much shit.

and I really can't remember anything I said yesterday.

Maybe a little, like ........... no. nevermind.

then we called chang just to see his bald head.

heh.

i feel so fucking bad for asking him down for like 2 seconds and making him walk all the way down the hill in the middle of the night but oh well.

sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry.

today,

I'm still bored outta my mind,

but I think my writer's block is over for now.

had inspiration for a new video this morning.

yayyy.

I'll try to make this one awesomer.

oh, btw, if u cant find my video,

don't.

it sucks.

thanks.

I need more money.

I can't survive with my current angpao funds.

:)