Hello, My name is

My name is Rachael.

I am really clumsy, but at the same time, graceful, or so my chinese name say.

I like putting myself into awkward situations unconsciously, and letting myself worry over nothing.

I am fluent in being really nice and also, bitch.

I love being over exaggerated sometimes, and telling about my weird encounters.

Most people who don't know me think I'm the weirdest person on earth because the first things I say to people are always the weirdest thing.

I'm not too good with first impressions but the only reason for that is because I'm really shy when I meet people for the first time, so if I talk shit, you'll understand.

I write a lot of poetry and scenes for my videos but I make horrible videos.

I love writing, but I wish I were a good actress.

If there's anything I would like to be good at right now, would be stand up comedy because it feels good to have people laugh at you and your jokes.

I love narrating my life in my head, but I never out loud.

I go out with people who like embarrassing me in public, but I like laughing at their shitty loudness or people who would do stupid things with me.

I tend to be really depressed over things that I seem not to care about, but I really do care about it but I want to seem cool about it. And when I get depressed, I take it out on random people or things and then write about it and listen to hardcore music.

That makes me a mood-person, where I listen to genres of music that represents what I feel.

I wish I were cooler though,

not such a dork who writes crap in notebooks and knows about hardly anything.

I realized, I don't know what I'm good at..

that just sucks.

I want a lion plushie.

Ice Queen/ Queen of the penguins, please find one for me.