who am i?

you know, the tv is one of the best things there is.

i get some inspiration from the stuff i watch.

and i do write about it.

you'd get outside your home without being outside your home.

i think that's why a lazy bugger like me likes it.

writing is one of the best things you can ever do.

i won't be able to survive without expressing myself through it.

but ah well, it's not like i'm that good anyways.

i know i've been saying this like a million times,

but like I NEED TO FINISH MY EE.

but i'm stuck the the L word.

now, it's season 2.

and yes, i know i suppose to do my ee.

but hey. L word is so much more interesting.

so anyways. 

watching it today made me think about who i am,

and who i'm becoming.

what's behind this is the thought of me not being anyone of the characters in the show.

in fact, i'm not smart, or hot, or successful or broken like anyone of them.

i want to know what i am.

i want to know how you find yourself.

i want to know shane gets a girl without telling her i like you,

and i really love her self confidence.

gah. she's hot.

but back to the main point,

i want to know what i am.

lalala. i know, it's very odd.

the weird thing about teenage self discovery.

but ah well. these kinda shit makes you think.

also, my dad was telling me how i was like when i was a kid.

i could tell you that the whole time, 

i was either, aww. that kid's sweet. or hahahaha. she's not what you think she is.

its actually more of self discovery that i say i'd do everything i say i won't.

looking back on everything i was in secondary school and now.

i am very sure that i've made almost a 180 degree change.

some maybe for the better, 

some may not be.

but hey, what's life with regrets?

my motto in life is: do what you want but don't regret it later, cos you know you shouldn't and it makes no sense to.

ok fine, ONE of my life's mottos. 

hah.

back to ee guys.