Music

today, i was at music,

and i was thinking about what it meant to me.

we are studying 20th century music now.

songs that i actually listen too.

and so, today we listened to the beatles.

while we were analyzing the song, 

i got really bored.

i really don't like analyzing anything,

other than literature (yes, i have found the joy in that).

i think music should just remain a mystery,

which is for entertainment.

playing music is a whole new different thing,

and i prefer to play it my way,

instead of how the composer wants me to play it.

cos i just don't like it.

Music is better the when i listen to it.

i think if it remained that way,

i would have loved it more.

maybe i'd composer something one day.

so maybe that's why i'm learning music.

gah.

i confuse myself.

but still.

somethings in life,

should remain a mystery.

it's not nice to take that mystery away to become something confusing and logical.

i think i just submit to my curiosities too much,

somethings are better left secret.

but nawh. exploring is fun. :D