i'm poppin' pills

i feel like the guy in fight club.

the part where he describes his insomnia is exactly how i feel now.

i am so fucking tired, 

but i can't sleep without popping a pill or something.

it's bad, i know.

but i can't fucking sleep. 

and i need sleep.

it is so crucial to have it so that i can function.

but no, no one wants to give me sleep.

cos when you do,

some fucked up dream would come up,

and i'll think about it the whole day.

it annoys me so much.

so anyways, i added about 200 words for ee today. 

about 2000 more words to go.

i'm so zoned out still.

it took me forever to get to sleep last night.

blue pill, red pill, green pill, yellow pill. 

we're all addicted to something right?