i'm getting fatter again

i really have to get off facebook.

i hate it when my internet is so fucking slow.

i cant watch the L word.

and yes, that's what i've been up to alright.

i didnt go out today,

other than for the music workshop and piano.

i suppose to go out today,

but my mom was like,

" rachael, don't go out. it's too hot."

hell yeah it is. 

so fucking hot these days, 

doesnt let me wear my usual- hoodies and some wierd shirt.

cos it's too hot to.

i suppose to be doing my ee,

but im so tired.

i slept from 9pm till 7.30 this morning.

and im tired the whole day.

oh well.

the weirdest and most frustrating thing about staying at home is that my mom makes me eat.

and she's all like rachael, you're fat now, we'll eat salad tonight.

later, she's like rachael eat this. and i'm like but you called me fat.

she's like no. you're not fat. 

i swear. 

i dont know whats up with that.

cos all i wana do is to watch the L word.

yes, it's addictive.

i wish ee was so addictive.

i dont think i wana bath today,

too lazy.

i'll just go sleep or something.

it's not like im seeing anyone or meeting anyone tmr.

hah. 

the best parts about being single.

you do whatever you want.

whooooooooooooooooooooo!