you have no idea

you have no damn idea how pissed i am.
just because i ask if i could go to africa,
my parents are like i think its a mistake to put you in international school.
i really want to swear, so so bad.
screw, it's AFRICA!
i've been waiting to go there since FOREVER.
$%^#$%^&%$^&*&^***!!!!!!!!
so so so so pissed.
you know what,
i shall just not go.
and go to japan for my music.
you know how it sucks that u have to settle for second.
the next best alternative.
even though its not the next best.
its only the other.
but well, there's still one more which is to not go at all.
oh well, japan will do fine on a second thought,
if i dont have to pay for it that is.
$!#$^&(**)(*)*&^!!
im not going to get over it anytime soon.
*(&*%$#%$^&****!!!~!!~``!