oh fly, oh so high.

we jammed for a few kabillion hours today, in school.
like during every break.
and then we had to play at some place today.
imagine how tired i am.
it's one.
i'm typing a whole load of shit now.

i dont function after 10.
i'll usually talk a whole load of nonsense.
and i'll be all wierd and shit.
it happens mostly everyday.
so if i go all wierd and stuff,
you know why...

what's the best part of my day?
i fucking met bel!
i love love love love love love her so much.
i miss her so much,
i can't explain the missing of her in my brain.
or whatever.
i really can't think.

oh. i left my phone in the car..
DANG.
oh well.
my parents picked me up at like 12.15 in town
and they were like really pissed.
then i said i was sorry and i said they were really good parents.
my dad then asked if i was drinking.
so much for being nice and expressive.
oh well, sometimes, suddenly being nice is fun, cos people would get shocked and stuff.
one thing i havent said to them is i love you.
but that would be saved for a special occasion like my wedding or something.
i wont say i love u to my parents.
it's too odd.

screw this,
my hair isn't drying.
and it's almost 1.30.
i want to freaking sleep.

i smell different now.
like cos i changed my soap.
it feels odd.

oh, i realise something,
im like always sleepy or something nowadays.
my emotions are so extreme,
it's all over the place.
i maybe like all HAHAHAHAH one time,
and the next moment,
i'll just be listening to my ipod all stoned.
really, i dont know why im like that now,
but im a mood person,
so i do whatever i feel.
so odd. haha.

i want to sleep and i want my phone back.
but im too lazy to get the car keys and go down.
it's too late dark and scary anyways.

oh did i mention im somewhat grounded cos i came back late tonight?
well it's already morning but what the hell right.
i dont know.
dont ask me already.
geees.