im so fucking tired, but i can't sleep.

i really really do want to sleep but my day isnt up yet.

i have a million and one things to do,

like study for TESTS,

do my homework,

work,

memorise my lines,

practise the piano,

& more homework.

i swear i havent touched the tv AT ALL this week.

you know im such a tv addict,

but not touching the tv is a real big thing.

im about to drop down and die.

i feel like im going to fall sick too.

gees, im whining.

but i need to get it all out.

i dont call anyone and rant these days.

its too time consuming.

i have church in 2 hrs.

i dont feel like going at all.

i just want to sleep.

oh, i woke up like real early this morning.

like 7.30 early.

just to go to school for drama.

i dont mind that.

though im sounding all whiny and shit,

i REALLY REALLY like what im doing.

all i need to do is be less shy and stuff,

cos i think i am.

and i need to stop getting stage fright and shit.

i hate it when i have those.

this is like the first time in my life im working hard and actually liking working hard,

even though classes arent that all great.

but,

its been a long time since a sat down and read a good book,

gone shopping,

lazing around watching tv,

exercise ( though i said i would),

& watch dvds.

i cant wait till work is over,

and all im asking for is one damn day where i can do all these.

march,march,march..