let me sleep

oh gees, school.

its like week what now??

and i feel like im living sec 3 all over again.

just that it's more stressful and im learning stuff differently, and im not that lazy anymore.

i feel like a geek really.

i have done allmy math homework.

and i have yet to study for math.

i have to do econs.

god. i have to stop whining and writing all these crap online.

so i have been cast for blood wedding and founders day.

it's all minor roles really.

like real minor.

i know i really suck for now.

i really need to improve and i will.

i really want to anyways.

i'll be really really busy after chinese new year.

all that auditions and rehearsels.

and im really happy that im actually doing something i like.

im not dreading anything yet.

and i hope i wont.

but i'll be needing a break real soon.

its really tiring.

im working still.

i really want to get over with work and really concentrate on school.

im sorry if my posts are getting really boring,

but i really need to rant.

bel isnt a phone call away anymore,

and i dont have anyone to call and rant to.

if i dont do it here,

i think i would explode.

i really will.

im getting really annoying now.

i dont really like it sometimes.

i need some time to think now.

but theres no time to think abt what i want now.

screw.