!taf

my mom actually said i grew fatter.
my bro said i grew taller.
hah.

that's fine really.
i like being my chubby self.
i prefer being like this than obsessing abt my weight.
but then again,
im not going to grow fat.
i dont want to be fat.
gees. i hope my lack of exercise wouldnt make me gain weight.
lol.

i have noticed a few things abt myself recently.
1. i have a kid voice which i absolutely hate.
its damn annoying.
2. the music i listen to depends on my mood.
and the things i do really do depend on my mood.
therefore, im a mood person.
not that i havent figured that out a long time ago.
im just saying.
3. i get influenced very easily.
which is a good thing and a bad thing.
go figure.
4.im being very short tempered these days.
im not usually like that but its either the mood swings or just me becoming spoilt.
i have gotta stop it.
5. i am extremely lazy and messy.
6. i tend to keep myself very occupied and i hate it.
7. i have to go shopping. im running outta clothes.
8. i am not very sociable. only bcos i just like my old friends or i am afriad of going up to people and say hi. its most probably rejection im afriad of.
9. im a shy person. only to people i dont know. but to people i know. gees. im craaaazy.
10. i am very open. as in sharing abt myself or whatever. just open.

gees. theres a lot more.
but i have to do my work now.
i have a ton.
i spent most of my time today working.
ugh,