skylines and bluemoons

i have one word to describe how i feel now. emo.
screw, i think it's the mood swings again. gees.
im listening to dashboard. whaddayathink? lol.
oddly, i dont feel like this often, which is a real good thing.
anyways, my legs are still hurting though dance was like 2days ago.
i hate dance now. notice is use hate.
and why so? gees, i dont know. maybe because im so ever horrible at it.

im such a lousy dancer i swear to god.
never see me dance. i dont want to, ever again.
except for ballroom dancing of course.
i just hope drama wont suck for me.
im going to take tennis now.
and im taking beginners cos i cant make it on the intermediete day.
im going to drop outta dance. hah. yay.
oh. band's tmr. yay. hope it wont suck either.
and dont tell me abt results please.
im scared. like seriously scared.
so dont scare me anymore.
i've been reminding myself more than enough.
it's annoying that i do, but my brain just wont shut up.
oh, did i tell u i think im grounded. i dont know if i am but i sound like i am or whatever.
sucks.
damn the spaces in this post are huge.
if it is, im sorry, it's the computer's fault.
oh. i just realise something.
im like attracted to guys who are attached or something.
it's like odd, but sometimes, i do crush on em. hahaha.
i think it's odd and rather funny for me.

i have to do music again.
now, it's a presentation.
school's pretty much pressurising now.
but somehow, i like it this way.
im going to get sick of it soon but oh well.
im searching christian music now.
not my thing alright?
it's for class. GOSH!