behind these walls

You're unlike the ones i know;

so demanding,

but yet too fulfilling.

Besides the pains and the scars i have,

they bring memories of you.

the blood drops,

the high velocity spatters,

and the fears i once knew.

The uncanny-like features of your dark grey face-

the only color of your face i remembered.

Only right now,

it's so silent,

so delicate,

so calm, serene.

You look better peaceful and quiet.

I've cleaned upthe house for you.

stay in the wallsand never come out.

you couldn't anyway.

Now, only the nights i fear.

You know i don't fear you no more.

The trigger of happiness sends a sense of peace i have longed.

I'm not regretting, no doubt.

You are behind these walls.

I'm moving away.

Stay in there my dear.

You'd never find me anyway.

You'd never hurt me anymore.