because this describes totally how i feel now

SometimesItrynottohatemyselfForeverythingIneversaidWhenyouwerehereAndsoI'mburningup

photographsOfwhatwasaperfectpast'CauseI'mstillhereButI'mbarelyholdingonWheredidIgowrong

ChokingonthedifferenceBetweenmeandtheworldAndeversinceyou'vebeengoneI'vebeentornapart

Iknowthatyoucan'thearmebutI'mstillhurtAndIwishyouwerehereIt'ssohardthatItrytoburyit

Pretendthatyoudidn'texistSoIcanbestrongButIfeelsickAndIfeeldiseased'Causeeveryoneabandons

meAndIcan'tmovealong'CauseI'mbarelyholdingonWheredidIgowrongChokingonthedifference

BetweenmeandtheworldAndeversinceyou'vebeengoneI'vebeentornapartIknowthatyoucan'thear

mebutI'mstillhurtAndIwishyouwerehereIcannotpretendyoudidn'texistMiseryisjustastateofmind

Hidingfromtheworld'snowaytoliveSoI'llconvincemyselfthatI'llbefineI'llbefineButsinceIlostyou

I'mbarelyholdingonWheredidIgowrongChokingonthedifferencebetweenMeandtheworld

Andeversinceyou'vebeengoneI'vebeentornapartIknowthatyoucan'thearmebutI'mstillhurt

SoIlookuptothestarsAndwonderoutloud

WhyeverythingIhadinlifeHasfallenfrommyarms

CanyouevenhearthissongI'mscreamingatthecloudsScreamingtoagalaxyThatnevercaredatallThat

I need you here