time is a fucked up thing

no. if i were smiling,

i'd be a happier person.

cos then, i'd be happy.

and not crying.

or stoning.

like i am now.

what is worst than teaching a primary one kid who cant read?

waiting for someone to return love.

or time for turning back.

so i wont get my heart freaking broken, again.

no. yes.

i'm stupid for repeating it again.

but i thought it was for real.

i thought this is it.

but no.

nothing lasts forever.

nothing i want lasts forever. but i wish it did.

its times like this where you feel lost,

you realise what you are.

i am going to be better than i am right now, real soon.

i need to.

i don't want to.

if i wanted to,

i wouldnt change anything.

get stuck in a hole,

or fall and never walk again.

but i'm better than that.

i'm stronger than you think i am.

i'm going to do something great one day.

and i believe that.

no one's gonna tell me i'm not good enough.

no one's gonna tell me i'm not smart enough.

no one's gonna tell me i'm not cool enough.

no one's gonna tell me i'm not pretty enough.

no one's gonna tell me i'm not talented enough.

cos i know i am all of those.

i'd make history one day.

and you would watch my every move.