2009.

the BRIGHT side;

1. closer to being legal.

2. closer to freedom.

3. closer to university!

4. still the fun and parties and friends.

5. i dont have to be scared about making new friends and all that like last year.

6. a step closer to independence (which is quite a scary thing actually)

the DARK side;

1. closer to ib.

2. closer to losing friends i feel like i just made.

3. closer to the future, where i have to decide what i wanna be and all that.

4. the whole studying like crazy cycle again.

5. running outta time to being young.

6. i am freaking ass old. it's times like this you wish you were 12.

7. leaving school, again. it's too fast.

8. time passing to fast to do and wish i would have more time to do what i want to do, like learning more instruments when i was younger (i feel like im 40, saying this)

9. im not prepared for this year. i have 19 days to get back on my feet.

10. actually working hard again, cos my life depends on this.
11. losing. that's what i'm most afraid of.