unnoticed.

let's start with the crappy morning.

i woke up becuase my mom was screaming at my sister to wake up because she had tuition.

when i sat up, my head felt like exploding.

so i went to bath. the only thing that went fine was the hot water in the shower. i love hot showers.

the fucking internet is damn slow and gets cut off whenever someone calls my house. it's damn annoying.

i wanted to go out to eat with my mom and my aunt, but then my mom wants to take the train becuase gas is getting more expensive. im too lazy to lift my butt off this chair, and i dont want to stand up for an hour and a half in the train, squashed.

i've been nagged at by my grandmother for being lazy. she's so pissed off that i am, and she thinks i spend most of my time in my room sleeping when clearly, i've been using the computer and i have spent my waking moments online, doing productive and crappy and unproductive things. but you can't blame her for not knowing, she may not even know what the internet is.

since im not going out, i'm going to be staying at home, eating, reading, sleeping, watching gossip girl, eating some more, sleeping a whole load more, chatting online and babysitting.

yes, babysitting. and it's not my sister i have to babysit. as a matter of fact, it's her friend i have to babysit. his my mom's friend's son. and his like 10 or something. i think im just going to feed him gummies and let him use the computer and watch tv. while i stay in my room, in my pajamas, watching gossip girl which is taking forever to load not that the internet connection is disrupted again, and working.

i feel fat today. it's the barbeque last night really. but it's good food man. i dont think i'll start working out anytime soon. my butt's going to stick to this chair for a couple more hours, and im only going to get up to go to the toilet and get food.

someone please please please ask me out. im starting to feel like a pig now. i need someone to ask me out to study and hang.

oh oh oh. step up 2 is coming out like this week or something. and i need to go shopping. and only one thing is missing. people.