Hello there, the angel from my nightmare.

Rachael Tay :

She's sorry about everything that happened these few days.

It's not that she doesn't like you both.

it's cos she don't want to hurt you.

so she's sorry she said no.

she's not ready.

And you've heard her story.

What i want right now is the holidays to start. Two more days of school, and I'm not done with my pracs and essays and whatnots. I think I'm going to school late again tmr. I feel like crap because my throat feels funny and I'm getting really weird bites from god knows what insects I rear in my room. Tmr, it's top girls with the girls. Thursday is skipping, with the girls. Friday is strings. I think I'm going to Taiwan next week. That's quite fast. Cos my parents just planned it today. That means shopping. (: 

I am so asian now. I realised my asian ways recently. I figured that since I'm asian, I should get be happy that I'm asian. 

1. I have started with my OMG!koreandrama!!-ness recently, as you would have noticed. 

2. I realised I'm such a rice bin. and i don't know how i'm going to survive overseas without my mom's cooking (even though she makes us eat salad for dinner every night but I simply refuse to, cos like i said. I'm a rice bin.)

 3. I only go for asian guys. yes that. Now, it's korean boys. (heeee. kim bum) I am determined to date all the chinese asian nationalities before i get married. hahahaha. maybe. University would be fun. 

4. I actually know where places are on the map. Though i'm not as good as brent, I do know where the more prominent countries are located in the map. 

5. I am good at math.. which is weird. makes me such a nerd but whatever you know. mathhhh. 

Alright i shall start a list because i am a procrastinator. 

today's list would be simple.

the 50 things i like.

1. walks in the rain

2. korean music

3. mohawk girl

4. kim bum

5. tank tops and jeans worn together

6. pills

7. chivas

8. dark colored nails

9. writing

10. checkered anything

11. surprises

12. showing up or doing something for me out of the ordinary. ( like esther. <3)

13. korean everything

14. reading whatever i have written

15. going out with my girlfs

16. going out with the boys i'm comfortable around

17. sheesha and cigarettes

18. laughing

19. chinese new year sugar candy

20. nice hip bones

21. nice eyes

22. piercings

23. the messy look i have when i just wake up

24. sleepovers

25. indian bangles

26. moschino love love

27. tommy when he plays songs according to my mood

28. crying to korean movies alone in my room

29. being alone on weekends, esp. sundays.

30. talking shit. 

31. people speaking korean in front of me ( i don't know why i get freaking excited)

32. gigs

33. good lyrics

34. EYELINER!

35. my pen tattoos.. I'M WORKING ON IT!

36. spongebob

37. cheap crap

38. super thrift shopping : this includes online shopping

39. shopping in general

40. sharon's face when i make her shoot 1,2,3,4,5

41. esther when she does something retarded and i act like i don't know her but i do.

42. nice smelling anything. it's more of an attraction. (lol)

43. the feeling of being skinny (working on it!)

44. creating random objects when i'm suppose to do homework

45. gifts

46. sitting on my ass watching movies on this comp.

47. spending the whole day reading a good mystery book

48. skull printed anything.

49. high socks; those that reaches your knee. ( but i'll never wear those)

50. squealing at gay tv shoes; mostly korean and taiwanese teenage drama crap. i know it's retarded but i like watching and squealing. 

I want to sleep.

fuck assignments.