cos you disappeared all of a sudden

i woke up at 8.15 today.

i felt disgusting and irritated.

it's a weird feeling when your body tells you you're going to be ill.

i drowned myself in water.

i cannot take any pills.

cos there's no pills that can cure what i'm feeling now.

i don't know what i'll be sick with.

but it's just an annoying feeling for now.

i'm getting the weirdest bites.

and weird internal blood vessels bursting beneath my skin.

i can see them.

it is ugly.

my head was spliting yesterday and i took M&M pills.

maybe it's dehydration.

or the bites.

or the weather.

thunder in the middle of a hot sunny day.

well.

it never seems to get better does it?

ohh, of to school now folks.

my body says no.

but i need the revision.

ugh. my head again.

hurts when u think of it.

2 more days of school.

it'll be over temporarily.