this is where i finally learn to breath again.

my feet are blistering, and it hurts.
so much for heels.

things i learnt this week;
1. HEELS HURT. no matter how they look, they freaking hurt. so i guess we have to live with it.
2. never bike in sand, ever. unless you really need to loose a lot of weight. HAHA. then go bike in the desert.
3. holidays are meant for you to do nothing, which brings me to my next point,
4. doing nothing is awesomeeeeeeeeee. after like 2093480324weeks of being so busy and stuff, doing nothing is freaking awesome.
5. some people in my school are just so freaking rich, and i mean freaking rich.

that's all for this week i guess. HAHA.
today is like one of the best days of my holiday.
fine, it is the best day of my holiday so far,
yesterday was damn fun too.
shamus should stop measuring my retardedness with other people.
cos he knows im going to win no matter what.

i realised that i havent wrote in my notebooks for a long long time.
i need my inspiration again.
sheeeeeeeesh.
i cant write much about anything these days,
poetically.
cos there's no extreme emotions anymore.
everything is so dull and neutral.
nothing really makes me feel at the edge.
it's so average and normal.
like i said.
i need to find my inspiration again.
maybe i should REALY start reading again.
i havent done that in agessssss,
and i miss it.

right
i really should sleep now.
school starts in 2days
i wish days would stop as it is for lke 30945830495weeks.
i like how it is now.
no school.
and all my friends are back.
but then school is starting.
this suckssssssss.
oh well.