we came down to watch the world walk by

japan japan japan.

that's where im going.

tonight,

the airport.

sometimes,

i hate the airport.

sometimes,

that's like escape.

this time,

it's dreading.

i want to stay home for the next 6 days.

my parents have just gone to thailand.

im home alone.

im not done with packing.

im tired.

guess what i did yesterday on impulse?

sara was like we have to get a hole in our body today.

just one.

i was like hahahha, ok.

but was like WTF,

but i was like hahah. ok.

you get the picture.

so we went to the shop,

and asked around and stuff,

then we went to eat,

and then came back,

and then sara wanted to backout,

but she was ready with everything.

so i was like hahaha. let's just go.

sara backed out.

then i threatened her,

then she was like omgggg. i can't believe you are making me do this.

i was like hahaha. my turn.

so i sat at the chair,

and then i got so freaked out.

i was like sara sara sara. hand. !!!!!

then oww. ok. done.

but it kinda hurts.

till now.

like the next morning.

fine. not really hurt,

but i keep sleeping on the side.

cant help it.

saraaaaa, damn im going to miss you.

no more stupid shit we talk about.

no more looking at me eating ben's and jerry's on a stick.

no more burping when i tell u something stupid and then laughing.

but you know what?

whenever i think of you,

i'll just start laughing.

i'll burst out laughing so bad sometimes.

and i was on the bus yesterday,

and i was thinking of something stupid we did,

and i wanted to laugh so bad,

but i was in the bus,

and it would be so embarressing if i just started laughing.

oh well.

i'll miss all the shit we do.

damn. only 6 months and we have so many damn memories.

like maggie.

maggie is awesome.

maggie the stone.

maggie the stone table.

im so tired.

and i wana sleep.

but i've got to practise my piano.

and pack.

and practise somemore piano.

i am sure i'll come back FAT.

jap food.

just not sushi tei kinda food.

but jap food.

and all that crap goowey stuff,

thats awesome.

i'll be back filled with awesome stuff inside me.

i'll be more hugable, thats on the up side.

the down side would be i would have to exercise and loose all of it.

all that awesomeness inside of me would be gone. awwwww.

okok. im a pig.

i'll tell u this now.

but im not growing fat.

at least i dont feel like i am.

i ate one breakfast, 2 lunches, and a huge dinner yesterday.

tell me im going to get so fat.

HAHHAA.

pigggggging out man.

my newly created word thing, whatever.

it's just one of the signs that shows its the holidays man.

holidays = food = no excercise =fat.

i'll loose it all when we start school.

that's for sure.

always happens.

always.

im going to be gone for 6 days.

and this would be all you're going to read.

HAHAHAHA.

live on a year and something months worth of stuff to read,

all these written my me.

hahaha.

ahhhhh. japan.

shit.