im going to pull out all my hair and use it to make a wig

i have only one thing to say tonight.

$%@^&*()!*&@*!^&#%!*(*!() _()()@_)!!!!!!@@#@~@!@_)!+)@I*(#!!!!!!!!!???????????!!!!!!!!

i am so frustrated now, you have no idea.
i would have done away with it if i knew it would turn out like this.
so fucking frustrated, gees.
i could smash things and throw everything in this room all around.
yes, i would kill.
now, i have nosense of what to do next.
i have school tmr.
i needto rant to someone.
or i will die.

i havent got any inspiration to write these few days.
things should happen.
like some emotion.
or i cant write.
i need to write.
i have to write.
i havent wrote a poem in more than a month.
but i did come up with the storyline for my book.

im getting fatter.
i need to diet.
like seriouslygo on diet.
if i can make myself that is.
im so tired.
i need to sleep.
i need to study.
i need to write a poem for english.
i need to workout.
i need to get back into shape.
i want abs. haha.

4 free periods tmr.
and i cant skip school tmr because i have math in the morning.

i am still frustrated.

bye.