can you keep a secret?

i cannot tell you how oddly frustrated i am because of a few things.

1. econs commentary. i didn't check the article's date. fuck. i have to redo that shit.

2. ?!?!?!?!!!!?????!!!

3. more ??!??!??!?!?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

4. today is so unproductive.

5. rachael feels like stagnant water. where annoying fucking insects like mosquitoes breed. to make it easier to understand. my life is so stagnant now, it sucks and i need to keep on moving. god. i had better days. 

6. i need a party/shopping trip/a drinking session to relax. work load is killing me. god.

7. i need to pokey now. or the stuff would rot in the box. 

8. stephhhhhhhh. we need productive work sessions. argh.

9. i need something that would help me relax.

10. im fat. 

:(

i losing weight. 

the whole problem about it is that,

you don't see the results immediately.

and then you eat again and go darn it.

so you give up somehow.

i need new perfume.

who wants to get me moschino? 

the one that smells like oranges.

mmmm.