what's my problem?

every night, i go to sleep thinking how much hope there is left.

but

every morning, i wake up thinking how screwed i am and how hope isn't there anymore.

what a great way to start off my day.

i thought someone would save me,

but i was wrong.

everything that's happening now,

is one more step to making me hurt a little more.

i know i can't blame anyone but myself for putting myself into situations like this,

but OH WELL.

so much for term one.

anymore of this shit,

and i'll seriously KILL myself or stab someone,

or both. whichever.

ps. make sure his not a rebound. rebounds are not cool at all