Inspired

Dearest Rachael,

you're going to move on from today.

Yes. I'm inspired by all the shit i've been through.

I've seen too much in two months.

Too much of people being unreasonable,

being assholes,

me being stupid,

me being a stupid jerk that i'd never thought i'd ever be,

me losing someone really close. 

Listen up,

EVERYONE IS GOING TO BE SOMETHING THEY SAY THEY HATE OR THEY SAY THEY'RE NOT GOING TO BE. 

THAT'S ALL EVERYONE WOULD BECOME EVENTUALLY.

I'm going to change that now. 

Find myself again, and stick to it.

so here's what I'm gonna do.

I'll have a whole wardrobe change,

after me losing like 5 kg. (!)

write a whole load more,

that's how i let it all out. 

do my work,

so i'd feel smarter. (LOL)

have more time with myself and my friends. 

I'd feel much better with people anyways.

two quotes i'll leave for today.

brent; hurt people hurt people.

bel; don't let anyone decide your self-worth. you decide it.

that's all i need to go on right now.

I'll get over it eventually.

being inspired feels awesome.

the silver lining of breakups.