first a spark, then a flame, now a fire, we explode.

i dont think tara and i would loose weight this holiday. cos we always end up eating, i swear. haha. but we have to. lol. she can, but i cant work out for nuts. cos im too lazy, or i get really tired easily, or i just lack te motivation to, which sucks.

i'm going to stay home today.. on a friday, and im not going out tonight either. friday night is a day by itself where everything happens, too bad i have a curfew. i want to be 18 now! or at least have my parents let me come home at like 2 or 3 in the morning which is really, very impossible.

so this week, it was nothing but piano lessons non stop. tennis with the guys, i havent seen them in ages! then cycling with tara, and we ended up cam whoring and eating. and then the next day, we went to do ur nails, and wanted to dye our hair but we didnt. and the only 2 events i have planned is a party on sunday and australia next week.

i dont want to go to australia. i've been there 24384952803424times and i dont like it there at all. and they want me to go to university there. and im not, cos i dont want to and i hate it there. i prefer holidays in europe but noooooo..we cant go there cos it's too cold. then there is the studying, noooo.. i cant go to the US cos it's too dangerous and expensive. but i dont care. im still going, cos i wanted to go there since i was a kid, and thats the only thing i have looked forward to since i was a kid.

damn. i'll be in australia for 8 days. which sucks. i hate it there. but i get loads of waffles and freddos. :D

oh well. dexter awaits.