the oddest things

there's a squashed lizard at the door of my room. its so gross. so much for wanting to do forensics. my mom refuse to take it down for me. so i guess it has to rot there slowly. there's nothng much i can do about it. and im not going to overcome my fear of that icky thing. i simply refuse to.
my brother ate like 12 pancakes today. well, i made pancakes for breakfast. my brother ate 12. oh well, so much for growing guys.
3 more weeks till im sixteen.
i need more eyeliner.
i want to get my black pants.
i need to go tailor make my dress soon.
im simply too lazy to work out. im getting fatter now.
i want to go tanning but its either im too lazy to or its raining.
i totally need sunglasses.. but its like what? 41 bucks?
dad agreed to get me contact lenses. yay. his in australia now. mom suppose to go.. but she doesnt want to. oh well.
i have no mood to study, again.
i keep writing these few days. i wrote so much.