it's going on and on and it never stops

i just wanted to do that.
guess what?
my parents realised that all 3 of us were noisy and annoying,
so being the oldest,
i have to babysit the kids until they come back from malaysia,
...tmr evening.
so my plan for a movie marathon with the girl who makes me happy,
is cancelled.
i swear to god that sleeping is of such non existence in this house,
especially when you are annoyed by the noises,
especially when they sound like stampades,
especailly when these stampades are caused my only 2 people, my sister and my brother.
which is an awesome thing cos im usually a heavy sleeper or something,
i swear to god, when i woke up,
i was so bitchy,
thank god for sara.
i think i'd probably die at the end of tonight without her.
she was like 'haha. give them wine and put them to sleep.'
or something like that.
i could die here.
i really could.
i wanted so bad to kill someone just now.
i swored so loudly just now,
i'd die if she'd tell on me.

food's coming in like 45 mins.
and its macs.
how fat is that?
my eyes are failing on me now.
they hurt.
i hate them for leaving me with the kids,
im about to die so bad.