i'm a bitch, i'm a liar.

im the middle girl,
just not that hot,
and because there's a lizard in the bathroom.
there's a lizard in the bathroom.
im not going to bath.
there's a lizard in the bath room.

today is a sad friday night.
im at home.
there's a lizard in the bathroom.
my brother killed it for me.
i may bath,
i may not.
depends how much balls i have.
i think its known as a phobia.
well, i have many phobias,
like...
lizards,
shotputt (and sara made me join. thanks so much ah.),
lizards,
monkey bars,
lizards.
that's about it.
fine.
it isn't many.
monkey bars and shotputt doesnt count.
i made those up.
shhhhhhhhh.

im kinda high now.
i think its the too much of sara.
it's called sarawehangouttoomuchsoigohighbutistilllovehangingoutwithyoulisteningtoyourcrap disease.
yes, i caught it.

im such an absentminded idiot.
and i just realised it today.
i left my laptop at school.
and i went all the way back to get it.
i can't live without this baby.
i'd die of not doing homework,
no msn,
no movies,
no videos,
my ipod would die,
no pictures,
no blogging,
no facebook,
no crap games,
no music,
no looking at clothes online and wishing i could get them.
i will die.
i told you so.
sara told me things today.
good things,
bad things,
freaky things,
then realised it isnt that freaky.

rehearsals were alright today i guess,
we came late,
and i felt bad and stuff but whatever you know.
i'll be better.
acting is getting more and more fulfilling.
im starting to really really enjoy it.
but i really wana play the piano.
that's better than acting somehow,
cos i know im better at playing the piano than acting.
but it's getting there.

shopping tmr,
if i can get outta the house that is.
im going to get jeans and a hoodie, maybe 2 hoodies,
and tops,
and loads of vintage stuff,
if i can afford all these that is.
im getting broke.
broker than ever.
like ever in my whole entire life.
but i cant help it.
im running outta clothes.

i really need to go bath and do my commentary.
this sucks.
it's a friday night.
and im really sleepy.